My sister beat me up so bad.I wanna kill myself?

Question

i was sleeping on the couch around 3am 15 minutes ago.She wakes me up telling me to go to the bedroom and sleep so i wakeup and go to the bedroom and she says sleep on my bed then i say no theres bugs on that side. Then theres my bed wich is messy with clothes on and she says clean it and i thought she was goin sleep there.. so i do clean it and im half asleep.So then im like can i use your blanket she says yes and i walk out of the room and she goes like where are you going?i say im going to the living room and sleep where i was.She says no!! and i lay down as fast as i can.Then we argue and argue.She pulls me and it got annoying then i said FINE! so i walk around the livng room for the other couch and she yells NO your not sleeping on my couch im like,im sleeping on a different one! and i Slap her.not so hard and so then she hits me using her fists!i put the blanket over me and she punches my head at least 5 times and then my arm and ribs then she trys to hit my face and nose but i block it , i screamed cryed for help she hit me at leas 20 times so hard i couldnt breathe cuz i was crying too much.my parents couldnt here me.now i have bruises all over my hand and scratches i have a big head pain and bumps im dizzy too. I feel like killing myself she never did this to me. Should i apolpgize? and i never had brusises like this is so big, and hard. should i talk to her or stop talking to her till she apolozgizes.and im 14 shes 17 and i when i was screaming she was punching me and oulling my hair, and im so dizzy.Help

THERES NO BUGS IN THE BED.
it just that i saw a bug on her side of the room.

Answer 1

okay,i really understand as to what you wrote......i studied things like this and the first thing you do is tell ur parents.im sorry to say this but if your sister is doing this to you because of a little slap then she really needs help.im not trying to be mean..i myself had to go to counsaling*** because i would hert my little sis,for the stupidest things,it is not right.the doctor said i had/have postramatic stress *** and that i needed some help and i was doing the exact same as ur 17 year old sister.
now im better,ur sister WILL keep doing it as to her it feels good to hit and then after she does she will feel horibble but then think i cant do this agen but it will happen agen,for your safety tell ur parents and take ur sis to a doctor or a councerller***
and please dont kill yourself,lol,not the answer...i also had a depression deal(im better now) and iv always wanted to kill my self but dont it is not ur fault
apologize to ur sis by getting her some help

-meressa

Answer 2

First off.
I am not sure why your sister cares where you sleep.
second.
You shouldn't have hit her. It doesn't matter how mad you got.
She is your sister. I have the same issue with my brother.
I understand. The right thing is to apologize, regardless of being right or wrong, because in the end she is your sister.
Maybe she is going through alot right now that you don't understand. Shes 17 I am 18, and I had alot to deal with at the age of 17. It is hard. She might be stressing and taking it out on you was the easiest thing. A battle she cant lose. It was wrong though. As for the suicide that is never the answer. You have such a great life ahead of you. I know you might be thinking yeahh right shes crazy, she doesn't even know me. But I have trued suicide before. I have some really bad scars too. It wasn't my proudest moment. I think you and your sister should talk. She will probly be great in advice, as seeing she has been 14 before. and not to long ago to be at that. She could help alot. Let her be for a few days then try and talk to her. But whatever you do decide suicide is never the answer. Killing yourself doesn't get you anywhere. All it does is leave pains and burdens on other people, like your parents and sister. friends too. I use to think well know one would care, but even people that may not act like it... [ you sister ] they do care. I promise.

Answer 3

It sounds like you need a better support network. And talking to your parents is a good way to start. Not having a support network can make you feel a lot more alone in the world. If you are bipolar, you need to be on medication, and it seems as though you could certainly benefit from an antidepressant. going on medication changed my whole world view, allowed me to finally stop the whirlwind or overwhelming negative thoughts, and unbury everything about who I was from this thick, heavy, black muck that had my whole personality buried. Not everyone is good at school work, but that doesn't make you retarded. In fact, the lack of structure and support in your life is likely a huge contributor to your inability to perform academically. You have to be proud of who YOU are, even if there is still a lot you want to change. Writing on here is a sign you want help, you want someone to grab your hand and keep you from drowning when you are so sick of swimming in circles. Asking for help is a big step in getting out of those thoughts. Seeking help and wanting change is the next step. When I realized I could get help and feel better I couldn't wait because I never wanted to feel that way again. I've been there. And even if you go back into a hospital, if you go in looking for help, there is a lot to gain and you will find out so much more about what life has available for you. I personally would rather be on medicine the rest of my life than go back to the pit I was living in in my head. And being bipolar, you can't balance yourself without meds in any case. And you don't have to fight to stand up for yourself, walking away is just as powerful because you matter to you. To hell what others say. Stay strong. Hope this helps.

Answer 4

If I'm reading you right, you slapped her first and then she hit back.

She should not have hit you with fists, but I think both of you might have been behaving a bit badly.

Don't kill yourself, and do apologize. And do talk to her. Make up with her. She is your flesh and blood and you need to love her and have her love you.

Then I think you need to figure out why there are bugs in the bed. If that's a problem that can't be fixed right away you need to find another place to sleep until it is, and I think the couch was a good choice.

Try and work things out with your sis without involving your parents, but if she won't cooperate you need to clue your parents about what happened.

Answer 5

I'm not quite sure I understand the situation, but from what I've heard you do not NEED to apologize. She was so far in the wrong it's scary. However, you shouldn't have slapped her in the first place and if you apologize for that then it might open discussion.

You need to talk with her to set things straight. Don't go to your parents right away, if you do your sister will close off to you and you need to sort things out with her. In the aftermath of the fight, she'll probably feel guilty about what she's done to you even if she won't admit it and will be more open to talking.

Answer 6

No u shouldnt kill yourself!!! But U both should keep ur hands 2 ur self! U had no right slapping her period,nor did she u! I'd get off here,go 2 sleep and call it a night,and tomorrow,u both need 2 talk,u should apologize 4 putting ur hands on her 1st,thats what triggered her im sure! But she definetly needs 2 take a look and act like a big sister! U both need HELP! maybe mom and dad shouldve woke up!

Answer 7

Tell your Parents about it right a way. Don't care about your sister apologizing,
Plan your revenge, your sister sounds like a very mean person.

Answer 8

There is no reason in the world why you should kill your self!!! Tell your parents first thing in the morning ! Take something for your head and just try to go to sleep. For future reference when somebody is hitting you hit them back I don't care who it is.

Answer 9

no, you should not apologize,your sister sounds like a very angry person,and taking it out on you,why should she care where you sleep? her couch? who paid for it? iam shocked your parents slept threw this! go talk to them about this iam sure when they look at you theyll see the brutality,somebody better get that girl some help and fast ! no one should raise there hands to another! especially to a family member.your parents better get to the bottom of this before she does this again,does she fist fight with others she might get arrested .good luck to you and try to stay out of her way!

Answer 10

Tell your parents.