Thoughts of suicide, no friends to comfort me?

Question

I've finished uni, moved home to my parents with my boyfrined, now i can't see the next step. I've got insomnia and probably depression but i've been brought up to use alternative medicine so i'm not on medication. I used to use cannabis but have now stopped. i'm worried because i'm finding it hard to leave the house and impossible to get a job as my self worth has gone down to zero. My dad has been having fits and i'm worried how i will survive once my parents are gone. I'm 25 and should be able to deal with my own problems but all i seem to do when i cant see an answer is contemplate suicide. I know this is selfish but there would be no more problems. nothing to be unhappy about. part of me feels like this but then the logical side of me thinks i should just be able to snap out of it. Get on the career ladder and shine like the talented person everyone tells me i am. Has this happened to anyone else that smoked weed and then gave up. did you end up feeling worse? to die or not to die

Answer 1

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Answer 2

You have some answers to your own problem buried in your question there, so don't despair. I think it would not be very hard for you to turn this around.

Think about this: on the bright side, you have an education, a boyfriend, and a place to live, apparently are sound of body. To the negative, you are depressed and down, but you have already identified it. Back to the positive, you have just reached out here, and you have even considered medication (although you have thought through that it's not in your tradition). And you have identified that your sense of self-worth is at "zero." Wow! You have been psychoanalyzing yourself!

Now, here's some motherly advice from someone who went through that same slump upon graduating decades ago. Just find a counselor for some short-term work to help you put this all together. It's natural to worry about it all. You are moving from young adulthood and your student days into full adulthood. Living with mom and dad isn't what it was when you were a student. Not having a job isn't appropriate anymore. Mom and dad WILL eventually die, it's true, but let's hope not for a long while. And for all we know, maybe the boyfriend was fine for student days but is not the love of your life.

Don't go back to weed, and don't worry about what it did or did not do to you, because that is the past anyway. And put the idea of suicide away, because it is the permanent solution to a short-term problem. I really do recommend you find a counselor to talk this over with. And then could you write back here in a short while and let us know how you are making out? I will be thinking of you.

You didn't say what your school major was, but maybe there is an interesting line of work out there for you. Just find a little help to get out of your current slump. You deserve this, my friend, you really do.

Answer 3

If you went to University and everyone tells you that your talented. Then it must be true. You are depressed, it's that change from University life to being back in the real world. Drugs like weed are not the answer. Suicide is not that answer. Cannabis is not the answer.
Of course you will survive once your parents have gone.
I think somewhere along the way you have lost your sense of humour and look at life too seriously. Depression is a strange thing, and no-one can understand why someone feels that way at times. Pop along to the doctor for some tablets to help lift you up. In no time at all you'll look back and laugh and be oh so very very glad you never attempted suicide.
Good Luck, cheer up there's a great big wonderful world out there waiting just for you. Embrace it with both arms.
Joan.

Answer 4

im 25 also, i had insomnia and i noticed that i felt down constantly, when i think about it u have so many similaritys as myself because like u i would not like to take medication for it, i think people can rely on that sort of thing and maybe the same thing happened with cannibas, i bet that helped to put u to sleep everynight but now u dont use it (condrats by the way for stopping) its making it harder to sleep without it, i do know lack of sleep has some way of contributing towards depression, u seem like a quite intelligent person and maybe making the step to move home might be effecting u also. you are seeing your dad go through abit of a rough time and im sure thats upsetting u also. would u go councelling, maybe that might help to talk to a stranger and not have them judge u. My answer is dont die, get some help and take each day as it comes, try not to think too hard into the future of will u survive after your parents are gone, look after yourself.
i hoped that helped even a little bit
best of luck and take care

Answer 5

Wait a second, breathe, and another, and another. Soon the seconds will turn to minutes and the days'll be easier.

It's easy to tell you not to do something and that things WILL get better and it is hard to believe.

I'm only 16 and my dad is in his late 60's so I understand how difficult it would be to come to terms with losing someone so close.But things WILL get better. Now I never did take drugs but I WAS incredibly addicted to self destruction. Look forward ten years down the line and what would future you say to yourself. She'd beg you to hold, she'd tell you it'll work out in the end so please don't let go.

You don't do cannabis no more, you have finished uni successfully and you live with a partner who I am sure loves you very much. PLEASE don't give up hope. Suicide isn't the answer, who says death is better than life?

Answer 6

I've been where you are at(except the weed part,I have never done drugs)
You can' just snap out of depression.You need to find a way to help yourself through it.Find something that makes you 100% happy.When you feel like ending you life,Do that one thing(don't rely on people to be that 100% happiness,because,they MAY let you own)
What really helped me(and what I believe saved my life)was listening to linkin park everytime I got that feeling.If I couldn't listen to it,I would sing the songs over and over again in my head.I actually tried to poisin myself once.Now 6 years down the road,I have a great career and a great life.I have finally been able to let people love my and have made many new friends!
Find that one thing that makes you happy and just hold onto it! You can make it through this!

Answer 7

u have family a boyfiend thats more the most people have ur also young and were able to kick pot and finish school ur doing well. Reconsider medication i take lexapro is diff between night and day. I lost mydad is hard but u get past it.
feel free to contact.

I never did weed but i used to drink if u feel like hurting urself there are suicide hotlines not sure which country u live in so do a search 1800 sucide is us and i believe canada

Answer 8

it really sounds like you might need counceling from someone you can trust. I don't know whether you need meds, but talking to a doctor and having a blood test for some chemical imbalance might really help.

You need to surround yourself with people you can look up to. It also might help to get a way from any negative thinking from people. I really don't think it is the lack of 'weed', I think it might have done something to your thinking, while you were on it, but I'm no expert.

You live with your boyfriend at your parents? I'd say that isn't good for you.....and maybe just getting ANY job just to get out of the house is a good idea. You don't have to stay in any job forever, but it is good to have a job and have something to do every day with some responsibility attached to it.

I believe you can do it one minute, one hour, one day at a time. It becomes easier when you just step out of your comfort zone.

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Answer 9

hi, i have been through a similar situation myself, i used to use cannabis and other drugs! when i stopped i got depressed, i went to see a Dr who put me on ant depression tablets (venaflaxine} and these worked , but when i came off them i got agoraphobic and my depression got much worse, so don't use these what ever you do! i am fine now all down to my diet and going to the gym! if u eat healthy it will make you feel so much better believe me. there is a book called fighting depression Through diet and fitness, but i can not remember who wrote it. remember as well that lots of people get depressed at this time of year and that things will get better, so please stop thinking about suicide and star thinking more positive, my life is great now and so can yours be too. take care and write again if you need any more help

Answer 10

little pep talk its not easy just to instantly be happy nothing is life is if it was it would be boring and gas prices wouldnt be so high you need to look at life from a different angle i graduated with a 1.8 from high school my father kicked me out becaus i was up to no good i thought about commiing suicide so many times it was like damn im living under a bridge nothing else was going for me i tried OD ing and someone helped someone saved me thats when i realized i need to do something with my life i left town joined the military 7 years later i own my own house one kid 2 dogs and a loving wife my relationship with my father is stronger than ever but this is not about me its about you bottom line it takes time and effort if your just doing nothing nothing is going to happen do a 360 and change scrounge some money join the peace corps, dissapear, do someting see the world its a lot bigger than you think and as worthless as you may think you are there millions of people worse than you but could use your help

Answer 11

Look, do not give UP!!!! Get off the medication, because it only makes it worse..... This is your SOLUTION, Do yoga!! Not the yoga that you move your leg behind you back, there is another one, It is called Yoga, or yog. My mom had depression, and she tried this, and she now has no thoughts of depression!! It really works, and it makes you very healthy! The ones I want you to do are: LOM VEE LOM, and Kapal Barthee. Im not sure that that is the way you spell it. The guy who shows you how to do it is BABA RAM DEV! Find him on youtube or something, This is a VERY old Indian (indian from india) Technique!!!! Just give it time, do it every morning, and you will feel better! e-mail me for more info, or with any questions!! Good Luck, and don't give up!!!