Im dealing with health issues. Im scared and not walking right with god. I need someone to pray for me. Im going to the doctors this sat and im praying that whatever i have will not be serious. I have been thru so much. My heart is weak and damaged. I wanted to commite sucicide a few weeks ago. And even to this day, i feel like things would be easier that way. Im scared and im trying to hold my heard up. Even though my walk isnt right, i would like to think he still loves me and wants to heal me. he spoke to me many years ago. I was 15 years old and i was crying my heart out to him, and he spoke to me. It was a audible voice from within my room say "I am with you" I jumped out of my bed and stood still ...then i booked it for my door, i told my parents that god just spoke to me. It was amazing....im now 27 and i haven't heard gods voice in a long time. I need the elders of the church to pray for me. My life. My soul.
2007-10-04 11:05:59 · 12 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
I still love him. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am in pain both physical and emotional
2007-10-04 11:06:58 · update #1
I am not an elder in the church but I SO want to pray for you! God IS speaking to you now...you are listening. It may not be in that audible voice that you once heard but He is touching your heart and speaking to your mind. I am praying right now that God will give me the right words for you.....
" But thou, O Lord, are a shield for me; my glory, and the LIFTER UP OF MY HEAD." Psalm 3:3
God loves YOU SO MUCH!! He told you that He was with you back then....but it was so that you could remember that NOW too. He loves you with an EVERLASTING love! (Jer.31:3)
One more word from God for you...
" For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of PEACE, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. (to give you hope in the end) THen shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I WILL hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and FIND me, when ye shall search for me with ALL YOUR HEART." Jer. 29:11-13. That is a promise straight from God. You can claim that for yourself and pray that back to Him!
I will pray that God will put His arms of love around you, hold you close and never let you go.....and that He will show Himself to you. Please email me if you would like to talk. It matters!
† On-call Prayer Warrior †
2007-10-05 01:56:13 · answer #1 · answered by bethy4jesus 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
If it is integral. I used to name my church plenty---no longer too more commonly, but when one pastor cxould pray and clear up the concern then there used to be no use for the entire elders to hope. The used to have a medication line up at the entrance of the church, however give up that 15 years in the past. I used to be in that church many years. Most of the time, whoever responded the telephone on the church might pray and a miracle could occur. I do not trouble them to any extent further. That used to be whilst my husband used to be closely consuming and strolling round, and we have been in a foul vicinity, I had practically no cash, no auto, could not even purchase garments or pass to the general practitioner. But after I stgarted running I used to be surrounded by way of demon-possessed humans so I nonetheless had emergencies.
2016-09-05 17:55:48 · answer #2 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Oh sweetheart,God is not far from you it is we who get far from God I am not an elder,just a believer.I have needed the grace and mercy more then once in my 25 year walk with Him,I have been to the mountains and the caves,feeling so alone,cut off from God,and feeling so judged because of things I have done.Which I have done,I and you can only confess and be forgiven.When we fall we get up and keep seeking the face and heart of God,he will not turn you away.Our own shame or guilt keeps us from feeling forgiven,but we are.Next God may or may not heal you this side of heaven if you do die you know you will be in eternity because you believe in Jesus Christ as the mediator for your sin.You have recieved him as your savior right.Do not fear then,If God told you when you were 15 he is with you then that has not changed.You need to begin to speak to God for yourself on your own behalf,he desires you a relationship with the son he created.Cry your heart out again to him sweetheart he longs for you.I will pray for you as well.He has a beautiful plan for your life,He alone can help you emotionally as well as physically,do seek doctors as well as he works through them.Pray pray pray for yourself as well dearone.Be blessed healed and loved Shalom
2007-10-04 11:40:00 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 0⤋
What a testimony! I thank you for sharing how God "showed"Himself, in love and peace to you! Our God is just like that!
I am so sorry about the health issues and I do understand health issues! Please do not be afraid as you have to realize that we may walk away from God....HE does NOT walk away from us! He says that He will never leave us nor, forsake us! Therefore, no matter how you have strayed, run back into His loving arms and ask Him to forgive your sins, renew the joy of your salvation and turn these medical things over to Him!
I want you to know that you are one sharp 27 year old! You know in whom your soul belongs. Know this, I will be praying for you in all aspects...spiritually, medically and that you allow God to bless you with HIS strength as you walk through, this season, of your life!
I hope the next time I see you, online, that you are rejoicing in Him! I will stand in prayer for you!
2007-10-04 13:01:42 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
im not an elder, but i have read many of your questions and i will have to say your in my prayers, i can tell you are a good person with a good heart, all you need is guidence with someone to help you, never give up on God, i just recently read a book it was called 90 minutes in heaven, i bought it at walmart, its not expensive i think i payed like 12 dollars for it, but its truely a wonderful inspirational book, it will help you. my uncle passed away a few months ago and my mom has just completely went down hill she misses him terribley, i gave her that book and it helped her so much she thanked me and said she was gonna buy some copies for christmas presents this year. God is allways with us through good times and bad, were only here on earth for a short time and then we can rest to eternity in heavenly peace, i hope everything goes good for you and you get to feeling better, your in my thoughts, i gave you my email if you ever need to talk to anyone im here for you, God bless.
2007-10-05 04:27:50 · answer #5 · answered by ? 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
I know the walk you struggle with, and I will listen and move to pray for you. I will ask that the Father continue to draw you closer to Him, that you will find strength in His love to continue walking towards Him.
Changing what you want to change is never going to be a simple matter of deciding to change on one's own. Sure, repenting is important, but to attempt to change on one's own willpower will never work. What is needed is the healing transformation He offers you.
If after reading this, I pray you will want to continue seeking prayer and encouragement. Jesus has often dined with the wicked while the righteous sat outside.... because He wants you to know, He's there with open arms. He healed Mary of Magdeline...He's transformed my heart...He can do the same for any who seek Him.
† Traveling Prayer Warrior †
2007-10-04 11:48:27 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 0⤋
Lord,
Touch this precious man who wants to draw close to you let him be able to fall on his knees before you and guide every step this man makes rise up in his innermost Lord and Let Him Know who You are Once Again. Perfect Love cast out fear. Doubt is No Good Like a child we are to come to you so there is no doubt Lord as we lift our hands its like we are reaching up to you and waiting for you to lift us up Bring us to where you are Lord And once we Know who you are we won't want to turn back to what we were Thank you Lord you are Good and Merciful.
I call this mans body whole and Lord I pray that you Finish the work you started with this Brother.
We don't have to live in torment we have the peace that passes all understanding and we thank Jesus for that.
Praise you Lord!
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray,
AMEN!!
†Every Day Prayer Warrior †
2007-10-04 15:52:36 · answer #7 · answered by Bobbie 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Dear I will pray for you, but you need to rededicate your life to God. Jesus died for you and you can have a new life in Him. Go to church Sun. morning and ask Jesus into your heart. Let the church pray for you. I would suggest an Assembly of God church, Pentecostal Holiness church, non denominational church, or Church of God Cleveland. I wish you the best.
2007-10-04 11:16:02 · answer #8 · answered by ? 7 · 4⤊ 0⤋
Remember that 15-yr-old kid, crying his heart out to God?
Be that kid again.
You can't "fake it", my friend...you have to mean it from your very soul.
I will pray for you, and I am sure others will too...but the most important prayer God wants to hear is from YOU!!
God is not fooled, He knows just exactly what it is that is between you and Him...and I think you do, too.
Be that kid again. Rededicate your life to Him, and then beg for His help to be the man He wants you to be.
Stick close to the shepherd, cuz there are WOLVES out there!!
2007-10-04 11:29:22 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 0⤋
sure.. just put your trust on the lord.. love the Lord... HE knows rthe Best for you and will not take you thru the path that's not possible for you... Just put your faith on the Lord
FAITH- Forsaking All I Trust Him
FAITH- Father All Into Thy Hands.
Come back to the Lord..The Lord is the great physician.. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean noty on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and He will make your paths straight.
It's better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man says the Lord.. keep pressing forward in prayer... the Lord be with you..
2007-10-04 22:03:24 · answer #10 · answered by what would jesus do 2 · 2⤊ 0⤋