I feel like my life isnt going anywhere,i feel like there isnt no point in getting up in the morning sometimes i wish when i go to sleep i dont wake up im just sinking into a blackhole of nothingness I dont see the light at the end of the tunnel all i see is darkness i feel empty my eyes just cant seem to hide the pain any more im dying slowly day by day im not even a person im just a shell without a soul I cant even seem to cry anymore i dont even remember the last time i cried i know my family and my future to be wife loves me but theyll be able to go on with life after when im gone
2007-09-30 16:36:50 · 12 answers · asked by lost_soul 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
I wish this was a midlife crisis or just the blues but ive been feeling like this for years its just getting worse
2007-09-30 16:48:16 · update #1
I have been thru this and in the end i couldnt take feeling like that anymore. So I went to get help and soon found out that I was suffering depression and aniexty and i am slowly getting over it. Therapy has been the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and it has made me realize that there are a lot of things going on in my life that has caused that depression. I hope that you seek help or at least confide in your future wife, maybe she can help you and if she really loves you she will want u to get help to. It seems that you have really thought about dying and things but really if she loves you enough to marry you how do you know that she will be ok if something happened to you, deaths affect those who are left behind more than you can even think about .... please seek help and tell them that you feel that it could be a serious threat to your well being and they will help you as soon as possible!!! hang in there and good luck to you and your family
2007-09-30 16:45:34 · answer #1 · answered by brookes_mama 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
THAT is depression. That is cognitive distortion caused by serious major depression. You need to see your doctor ASAP. You are not the pile of poop your depression possessed mind is making you believe. That is the illness thinking for you. It does not have to be that way. AND, the people who care about you would carry a tremendous amount of guilt and grief and pain for the rest of their lives if you do that thing you are contemplating. If that answer is really on your mind, why the eff would you not at least try another option first? You would. Don't let the illness win.
2007-09-30 23:46:41 · answer #2 · answered by Alex62 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes, you can't shake this feeling on your own. You need some help. This is serious. It sounds like you are suffering from a deep depression, and these, take some time and lots of effort to get out of.
In your question you also alluded to suicide, which is very serious. If you feel suicidal please call your girlfriend or other loved one. Or even a suicide hotline. You are not thinking clearly at the moment. And others can help yougo through this difficult time.
Good luck. *hugs*
2007-09-30 23:56:40 · answer #3 · answered by Bunny Boiler 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds to me like you're suffering from a severe depression. Been there, done that, got the tee shirt. You need to go to the emergency room and get some help as soon as possible. Depression is caused by a chemical imbalance and it does not matter who loves you, you need to get medical help to balance out your brain chemistry or you will commit suicide.
PLEASE GO GET SOME HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! (good luck).
2007-09-30 23:45:21 · answer #4 · answered by darkdiva 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You sound very depressed. You need to go to a doctor. The doctor can give you medication that can help and also set you up with a counselor. Hope things get better.
2007-09-30 23:45:07 · answer #5 · answered by Pamela B 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
God loves you, and he always will be there. For you. Pray about it, you never know. Thats the challenging thing that you will never know at all whats out there. Hey its better to believe in God than nothing at all. Because at least you have a reason to get up in the morning. For me I know its hard right now because i have to make nearly 1K in student loan payments which aren'y even enough, plus there is the insurance,liescene issurance, and everything finanical that is effecting me right now. But its good to have hope than to have none at all.
2007-09-30 23:50:19 · answer #6 · answered by christain gurl 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
i know how you feel, everyone feels this way once in a while but you just have to pull through it is just a phase that will pass. you do have a future you said that your "soon to be wife" and that means staring a family. maybe you will have kids. it sounds like your just having a midlife crises.
2007-09-30 23:42:09 · answer #7 · answered by ~!Toaster!~ c 3 · 0⤊ 1⤋
bless your heart, child you need a lot of help !! i know that life is really hard to live sometimes, but if you would talk to your pastor or a medical (mental) person i believe you are asking for, no begging for help. and someone would help you if you tell the right person how you are feeling.i will pray for you, please do not do anything stupid to your self.
2007-09-30 23:43:48 · answer #8 · answered by lethalovely 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Call your local mental health or suicide hotline.
You are depressed. There are medicines to help you. Depression is like any other disease, it must be treated if you are to get better. You owe it to yourself and your family.
2007-09-30 23:45:18 · answer #9 · answered by Jackie Oh! 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you should never feel that way if your passionate enough for something in this world you should feel better abou tgetting up theres people in this world wishing they had a glass of clean water get up live your life you only get one
2007-09-30 23:41:19 · answer #10 · answered by njsnicest000 1 · 0⤊ 1⤋