For a few months I've been taking clonazepam (klonopin) more pills than I should. I dont no if it's some kina poison effect or annything, but I get drowsiness, dizziness, and lightheaded. So times I'm soo wasted that I can't even stand still. But if I stop I'll go back to cutting my wrists again. so what should I do? I don't want to die I'm only 17. How can I stop? I JUST FREAKIN CANT! HELP HELP HELP!
2007-09-30 02:57:15 · 12 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
chasfrk ur soo right bro, life is good it's just me who sucks. no point in living when theres no meaning
2007-09-30 05:29:47 · update #1
actually mama I got a therapist, I was already send to hospital, and if I told my therapist they will send me there again. So I rather not tell annyone who has athourity.
2007-09-30 12:41:56 · update #2
Honey, first thing you need to do is get some help from a family member or attend an NA meeting near you and get a sponsor that can help you. If it's that bad you may need in pacient treatment you need to reach out and get some help these people will help and not judge how much and how offen you use-
Good luck and god bless and stay strong
2007-09-30 03:03:27 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
Try a rehab seriously. Overdose is not a fun way to go. It's horrifying and painful. Trust me I attempted suicide by overdose. I got into a rehab and have totally tuned my life around. And don't kill yourself. I doubt your life is so messed up that you should just end it. Think of the consequences. Your friends or family will feel a pain worse then any you can imagine for the rest of their lives. Maybe a few will follow your example and I'm sure you don't want. And who knows maybe there's someone who loves you like more than a friend. What do you think will happen to them once your gone. They will literally not be able to live with themselves. That is a pain worse then death. And they will not lock you up. if you go in voluntarily you can Get some serious help from nice people in a calm place to escape the world. Good luck man and the best of luck to you. I wish you the best in the near future.
2016-03-19 02:36:41 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Listen--one drug abuser to another--one wrist slasher to another. You need be care full with the Klonopin it has a long half life--this means it builds up in your body. I take 1mg of this med--that's a full dose.
OK more important. You have options, lots of them. There are so many different medications available out there. Talk with your doctor-you don't have to say "I'm abusing the benzo--just tell him/her that this med isn't working fully AND its not or you wouldn't be abusing--see?
Doctors are screw ups--don't think they know all. I think and I've been in the game of staying alive and out of jail (from drug abuse) for a long time, you should be taking a antidepressant (SSRI) and probably still a benzo but maybe not Klonopin.
Talk to your Dr. you know the current path can only last for a time--so get help now before it gets worse and it will get worse if you don't change course.
God bless and good luck.
2007-09-30 06:35:53 · answer #3 · answered by enigmatic1844 3 · 3⤊ 0⤋
You've already made a huge step kiddo...
I my self have overcome a lot especially getting away from shooting up, you can do it too
Talk to you counsler at school, your parents, friends and such but, if they are adding to or are the cause of why you're this way, call a hot line hon, it worked for me and they can send you in the right direction...
I'll be thinking of you (just like I said in my other question kk? Promise
All the Very Best, Shad AKA Poetic Mistress @)~>~
2007-09-30 13:51:58 · answer #4 · answered by ? 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
God knew that having these two brain lobes that are so sensitive and powerful that some humans will fail to adjust to life. Given that all people are not the same even in one family it is easy to see that some failures will develop. The brain has ways to self destruct by making unbalanced chemicals and stuff. Now buck up man... we all went where you are today. You can live well again. It just it will be very different. You know you are different . You need to find others who are like yourself and have been born again. Trust me. You will never become a winner-player. Our group would be as big as 25% but too many males are doing suicide.
2007-09-30 03:36:54 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Well the best thing to do, just find a hobby to keep yourself busy and not think about it because onw of these days you might accidently may take a lethal dose and then you won't be able to do nothing but get buried. Just find a hobby and don't worry and wing off the medicine slowly not all at once. Need to chat with someone just IM me anytime.
2007-09-30 14:18:10 · answer #6 · answered by Always ready for anything 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Your screen name is "I need a life"...you have one and you're throwing it away. You're only 17 and all you can see are the bad things that are going on in your life? Trust me, there are people who have much worse things happening to them than you. I just watched a man walk out of prison after 18 year of being accused of a rape that he didn't commit. He kept himself together all that time.
Life is what you make of it. If you choose to fck it up, you're wasting it. You don't need a life you need to start living the one you have. IT'S UP TO YOU! I'm sorry if this truth hurts your feelings...but your ignorance is hurting you more.
2007-09-30 05:04:51 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
i think you're really lonely and you need to start having real friends who can help you out and show you what REAL living is all about. find help soon love , reach out to people. drugs is never an option and though its hard for you to believe it i am sure someone cares for you if you only let them. why would you want to cut your wrist anyway? what good would it ever bring to yourself? find love now and stop abusing drugs or you will end up being a junkie with nothing to live for. dont do it...please.
2007-09-30 03:11:55 · answer #8 · answered by aishah 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Clonazepam is mainly used for anxiety and is an addictive medication. It is numbing you so you are not worried about the fact that you feel emotionless. When you feel emotionless you cut yourself because you want to be "normal" and feel something. I am pretty sure you have a "dark secret" that you feel makes you dirty somehow. It doesn't. When was the last time you cut yourself? What thoughts were running through your mind at the time? If you change your thinking(which takes effort), you can have self control and no need for the medication. At your age, they should be tryting alternate therapies instead of medication. Please get back to me and I WILL HELP YOU!
2007-09-30 04:10:32 · answer #9 · answered by Crazy_Fool 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
too bad you ever altered your chemistry , but life goes on ,, try going insane .see if you can somehow live threw it .. TWO WEEKS is a goal ,, do two weeks of insanity , put the cutting on hold , and see if screeming could somehow see you threw a day or mabey even two , you'll need your old friend [ Neurosis ] to come visit you for a day or two , just eat , and stay to yourself as much as possable for a day or two , go ahead and go to school but be quiet and hide yourself for a day or two ,, you won't be yourself for these few days ,, give yourself a chance to just { eak } threw , after you have servived these days , the worst is on its way out ,, you can get help on this sight to get you threw the last of it ,, it's not easy being free.....
2007-09-30 05:10:19 · answer #10 · answered by darkcloud 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋