Do you think life sucks? I don't know. I am a Muslim but though I don't perform full solat (5 times a day) - it means I am not organizedly religious. I have too many times thought about suicide. I am sure I have many mental problems, that sometimes I thought I am cured, but apparently I wasn't. bipolar disorder, (obsessive compulsive, avoidant and narcissistic) personality disorder. I want to make it short. I have fear, depression and I don't know others. I am not good writing in English. I am really upset. I live in Malaysia. There is no professional psychiatry here. So I really don't know what to do. What should I do? I know suicide is unforgivable, and I am afraid of the torture in grave too. Ok, Ok, I am not good in English. So I hope my writing will relieve me a little. At least before I commit suicide I have opportunity to express myself. I would delete my accaunt for shame. Assalamualaikum.
2007-09-29
14:24:38
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Lelaki Curios
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Health
➔ Mental Health