i'm 15 and i feel so lonely and depress sometimes i just want to kill myself i feel like thats the only way out of this world where i dont have to deal with all the pressures of living . i feel regret everyday of my life i feel angry at everyone around me i have never be in a real relationship i just want someone to love me or like me at least for who i am y is it so hard. i feel depress when ever i see other people happy i just wish i was them i just feel so ugly. everyday i ask my self y am i here whats my purpose i think if i died none would care sometimes i have the urge to throw up because i'm so discusted with myself. why do i feel like a nobody?
2007-09-26 18:46:30 · 6 answers · asked by Richard 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
It sounds like you are in a depression. A lot of the things you are feeling right now are probably due to hormone imbalances. Please go talk to a counselor at your school or tell your parents about your feelings. Some people are prone to suicidal thoughts, I know I have from a very young age. Every time life seemed too hard for me to deal, I thought about escaping. Whether it's running away or ending it all, it seemed so much easier than dealing with the problems I was having. But, after these dark moments in my life, I've always looked back and was amazed how insignificant those things were. I'm going through a really tough time in life right now, but I know one day I'll look back and feel the same way.
Life is a miracle. If you think about all the billions of elements had to come together just the right way for us to exist, it's really like winning the biggest lottery ever. So, regardless how unwanted or unlucky you feel right now, your existence alone is the evidence of being a chosen one in the cosmic universe.
I know what's it's like to feel alone, but we are never as alone as we think we are. Our lives is really the way we make it, talk to your family, talk to your friends, open yourself up and you'll realize how many people really care about you. It's scary, I know, to allow others to see you. But to love and to accept love takes courage. So, please, feel free to email or IM me anytime you want to talk. You know you have at least person here waiting to listen.
2007-09-26 19:04:54 · answer #1 · answered by Lisa 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Believe it or not most 15 year old people feel the same way, either you are with most popular or just alone looking at the people seemingly having fun. One problem is you asked yourself what is your purpose....you need to ask the one who created you Jesus Christ. You need to find where you belong, join something and if that's not it move on. Maybe you are different and need your self esteem built up. You need to live for yourself and no one else. It's you that matters because the Lord makes no mistakes....he just wants your attention. Try it....I did....I love life .....you will too. Everyone is not the same. Feel free to be different and love it.
2007-09-27 01:55:22 · answer #2 · answered by elephant girl 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I had the same problem all throughout highschool...worst 4 years of my life...i actually almost did kill myself...i ended up just sticking with it...go day to day and get everything done. Once i got to college(6weeks ago) i realized there is a purpose. I picked up some hobbies along the way that kept my mind of depression and i saw some therapists over the years. Just keep it off ur mind and do watever it takes to achieve your own personal goals.
2007-09-27 01:53:00 · answer #3 · answered by Danny G 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
don't worry man, many people fell the same like you when is in their 15 to 17 because is the adolecens time and you are not alone think that you have family that is the most importan and the rest is coming so there is some body in the world that is waiting for you.
2007-09-27 01:55:11 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Okay first get a small plant and care for it and then when you see how much it needs you you will feel better. then go for a small pet a cat would be the best they are clean and absorb bad feelings and bad health like a sponge. you will finally be able to relate to a human and start living again. please listen to me you will be glad you did. promise. good luck
2007-09-27 01:56:46 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Email me and I will make you feel better, just remember all the things you love in the world like your parents or siblings. Email me please, and dont do anything irrational
2007-09-27 01:52:09 · answer #6 · answered by lcmcchick20 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋