apperantly I didn't give enough info. on the last question.?

Question

I'm a 16yr old caucasian girl from a small town in canada, i quit school at 14yrs because the mentle abusation from the students, AND teachers was driving me insane.. litteraly
I have NO respect 4 anyone that has no respect 4 me, aka adults. People seem to think that since I'm 16 "I must be stupid" well, it may be that most people my age arent so bright yet, but I am.
I was raised under violent and unloving conditions with a devil for a father, no one wanted to be my friend because "Oh her daddy might kill my daddy if i dont't like her.." >.<
Trust me when I say I've lived through ALOT in my life time,, I've seen terrable things like, a cop kill someone for no reason.
and I've done things aswell, not that bad but I've cut a few people. and been in alot of fights ect. I hate myself cuz I'm not as skinny as ppl expect, and other things i wont mention. but i have my own art buisness goin [Mushroom Warrior] so my question is again, WHY can't people let the past go? ima good person now

Answer 1

I did not see your previous question,so I am making my call on the above piece.First ,I sympathize with you based on your difficult life over the last 16 years. However, you have also not been guilt- free in every event of your life from your own admission. You live in a world of about 6 billion people so you have to learn how to get along.Respect is born of respect but you left schoolbecause you could not get along with teachers and your fellow students though you blame all adults .2)while I am sorry you had a violent and unloving father, that only made you one of millions of other children in similar situations. You minimize cutting other people but gripe about your weight and wonder why people have not forgotten your past since you are now a good person. The reasons are that you remind them---you have not forgotten what was done to you, why should they forget what you did to them.You blame every body for all the wrongs you have suffered but tend to dismiss your own fault.Look, I am not trying to be unsympathetic to all you have gone through--. yours is really a tragic tale.My heart goes out to you. It is that I did not hear you express any sorrow for those you have hurt; as if their pain doesn't matter.Just as you have not forgotten your own very considerable pain, they have also not forgotten theirs.With time, people will forgive your past and accept who you have become today.You also have to forgive yourself for the wrongs you did. Congratulations for opening your own art business. I wish you the best and continued success.

Answer 2

because people in the world don't forgive and forget, i'll pray that ur situation gets better. God Bless!! :)