okay. so. I was "diagnosed" with bipolar disorder, and given many medications that only increased my problems. I was bored one day, and was looking up the different types of depressions online, and came across psychotic depression, something I have never heard of before, but it made me stop in my tracks. I tried to explain it to my mother, and told her about it, but she only said "Stop self-diagnosing yourself". The thing is, I DON'T self diagnose, and never have before, this thing really was me, but for some reason, she won't accept it. She accepted it when I was depressed, and even diagnosed with bipolar depression, but she can't seem to wrap her brain around the concept of this. I know i need help, but, obviously, i'm on her insurance, and can't really do much on my own, I need her help. What can i do to .... convince her, i guess, that i do need extended help and treatment to get over this?
i'm sorry to post this more than once, but most of my q's get answered like... right away
2007-09-14
20:47:12
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cafeene_rush21
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i haven't seen a therapist/doctor/psychologist since .... about three or four years ago.... i went to about 9 different ones in four years and none of them helped me, if anything, i felt worse after the visits.....
2007-09-14
20:56:27 ·
update #1
oh yea, i stopped going to school because when i told my school counselor how i felt, (I went into her office hysterically crying and poured my heart out to her), she sent me back to class and told me that my mom wasn't coming to get me because she was sick of me feeling this way (which i found out later wasn't true).
2007-09-14
20:58:19 ·
update #2
i'm not bipolar, though. i have psychotic depression.... did you read my entry at all :'(
2007-09-14
21:09:23 ·
update #3