Am I going nuts!!!!!?

Question

Ok, so, it seems lately that the littelest things drive me crazy

Like, if im doing something on the computer, and I need help, and my mom gets on and I have to watch her, and once I figure out what to do, she keeps trying to explain, or experiment to make sure she is right, I get this really impulsive feeling to hit her, and I start getting extremely pissed off, and shake

Or, if im in a car, and my mom changes the radio to "her" music, I get so pissed off, I don't say anything, but it makes me so angry and upset, if feels like I might cry

Its these little things, but they seem so strange....what do you think it causing this?

Also, If im like holding my hamster or something, I get this compulsive feeling to squeeze it very hard...(of course I would NEVER do this, i LOVE animals), or, just shove my brother to the ground, I don't know why

These feelings scare me, because I think such terrible things, and im afraid someday I will hurt someone or myself

I also used to be a cutter, but Ive quit that, but another thing that I feel is, like if im shutting a door, i think about shutting the door on my arm just to see what it feels like (again, i would NEVER smash my arm on purpose), but its a strange feeling that comes over me

Im not a weird person, I act normal, and have normal friends, but these thoughts that I have scare me, im afraid of hurting one of my friends, or pets

I don't want to tell my mom how I feel, me and her aren't to close.....

Answer 1

Talk to a doctor. They can rule out any physical anomalies and refer you to the appropriate help (if neccessary)

You could be reacting to some Post Traumatic Stress, or it could be a variation of bipolar disorder surfacing. Either way, seeing a doctor won't hurt. If it is serious, you'll be catching it in good time before anything serious happens, and possibly avoiding complications in the future.

Answer 2

I have had these same types of feelings before, and I don't think you're going crazy. I think you may just be overly stressed. When I get like this, it's normally when things are extremely stressful and I get overwhelmed.
Whether this is the case for you or not, I have no idea. But I suggest that you see a counselor or try talking to someone you trust (parent, teacher, friend) and just get all your feelings out in a safe environment, so you don't have to be afraid that you're going to actually do something.
Best of luck.

Answer 3

It's good you are asking about this. It sounds like you have "ocd" or, obsessive-compulsive disorder. I read an article in "Self" magazine about two months ago about a girl who received medication after years of this sort of "self torture" and "self-inflicted fear". She is still on the medication years later, for when she got off of it, she would do things like see a piece of broken glass on the ground and think that either people would get hurt or she might hurt them with it. It sounds strange, but I think you have OCD. Go to "yahoo.com" and type in "obsessive compulsive disorder" to get lists of symptoms. Then, have a serious talk with your Mom. She will help you if she knows that you are feeling these things, that they scare you, and that you want to do something about it. Good luck.

Answer 4

Its normal for everyone to wonder about weird things, without actually doing them. I really don't mean to be a jerk but if you were a recent cutter...it is possible that something in your mind is triggering you to want to do those things. Remember its human nature to wonder...but I would try talking to your doctor to see what they think. It's probably nothing but better to be safe than sorry especially if your thinking now that your afraid you may hurt yourself or someone. good luck I hope things get better

Answer 5

Well, I'm going to blow my chance for best answer and just tell you I don't know, but I know the feeling. I don't get it often, though. It's just when I'm mad or it's the week before my period. :) Seriously, the week before my period, any little thing irritates me, and in extreme cases, I feel like assaulting people for stupid things. I've imagined myself encouraging a suicide to keep my own hands clean, I've imagined killing my own family in horrible, painful ways that make me shudder to think of, but I'm always horrified at my own thoughts. I think that's important. I'm still horrified by it, which I find encouraging. You are, too, so no matter what's going on in your head, you still have a fighting chance at returning to normalcy. I hope you resolve this peacefully!

Hmmmm.... in regard to baklavakay's comment, I'm OCD, too. I find this intriguing.

Answer 6

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Answer 7

Your not going nuts your going out of control,this can be changed before you really do something and go nuts for real.
See a professional about it and it will be taken care of.
So you get a little out of control and must see a psychologist to fix this, do it I assure you will feel allot better.
take care I really care about you

Answer 8

Get some Therapy really!

Answer 9

I think you may need some professional help.

Answer 10

go to a physchyatrist and see what they have to say about this maybe its OCD or something idk what hope i helped got to go bye