2007-09-02 08:11:57 · 13 answers · asked by Anthony 2 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
The intensity of emotion took over my body yet I did not label it or judge it. I just let it be and surrendered to it. I was able to allow it without trying to justify it or analyze the situation.
By the time I got home I was shaking with this intensity.
I sat down on the couch, unable to do anything, unable to even see clearly. I sat and let this emotional intensity be. My body became so drugged that it seemed as though it was numb and completely immobile. I could not move. Millions of thoughts, visions and dreams arose and burned away. I remained as consciousness, watching this whole process. I was wide-awake.
This consciousness was like an intense explosive fire that the thoughts burned away in. That thoughts and visions would arise at immense speed in consciousness and then immediately burn away in this fire.
The intensity of the emotions was nothing other than the intensity of consciousness. The illusion of the two blended into one. This went on for I don’t know, an hour or two or maybe more.
When I finally could open my eyes the power of consciousness was dominant like a force stronger than anything imaginable. The thinking “I” was far away, still making noise and a lot of noise at the new change, but it was not me at all. These little noises bursted into nothing in this fire of consciousness. I stood up and looked over towards the kitchen. And realized that I was consciousness, that I had always been consciousness, that there never was anything but consciousness all along. It was all consciousness.
I laughed and cried at the same time. This force blew through me as this present moment, which I was. I was completely free. I was bliss. I was Shiva Allah Buddha. I was love itself. I danced with an intoxication similar to experience of being on LSD. Except this was pure and more consuming.
Consciousness wanted dancing and there was dancing. It was me yet it was not me dancing at the same time. I had no control over the movement. There was laughing and crying. I listened to two dance pieces over and over my bliss increasing past the point where I thought I could take it.
I called Leslie (my teacher). I could not stop laughing and crying. The energetic was so strong I couldn’t keep still.
There was absolute freedom, yet I saw that nothing ever was but freedom. That I had been this consciousness all along. That suffering was no different to ecstasy. The only difference was a resistance that was imposed by an illusory whining, call it an ego for lack of a better word. There is no suffering. Suffering is just a resistance to what is. There was nothing more to get of do or want. Desire was gone. This force of consciousness overpowered everything.
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2007-09-02 15:08:09 · answer #1 · answered by cesifoti 1 · 0⤊ 2⤋
Yes. Actually, I am in the middle of one now. I have been seeing two intertwined spirals, exactly like the scientific model of a DNA double helix. This has been happening for months now, and there is hardly ever a time I even just close my eyes to relax a few seconds without seeing it in my mind's eye. It recently, has been morphing though. Like since July.
Now, I am seeing that basic, illuminated two spirals, but like just now, I am pausing while I close my eyes and it is just there...like the air is just there. I see it, and it is now morphing as it spins. It is haloed in the pattern of golden/translucent, then gold, then bright white, then bluish glow, then lavendar glow, then indigo, then last a reddish orange color.
As the vision spins in my mind's eye, I can "flow" into it as it breaks apart, and I am literally inside a Universe. It's intense being in "there", because you are completely aware, but the ego won't allow you to remember everything just yet. So, part of you "knows", but you can't even express it, because it is really impossible to express. But, we all understand It. It is who we are. What we are. What this entire Universe Is.
It's like seeing and sensing the geometry of everything. Everything breaks apart, patterns of so many intricate and colorful and precise beauty...we see what is within even the tiniest speck as we come closer to it, blessed by it's unveiling and radiance.
I feel different now, in a way I cannot explain. But it is not bad. It's a good different.
2007-09-02 15:28:53 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes
2007-09-02 15:19:11 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes, very intense, though what happened I can't fully define.
2007-09-02 15:25:25 · answer #4 · answered by River 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes I have. So intense that my cousin told me I had stem coming off me.
2007-09-02 15:17:07 · answer #5 · answered by Desert Punk 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Yes when I slept for 20 hours straight.
2007-09-02 15:17:44 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
i had very intense tantric meditation once
2007-09-02 15:19:49 · answer #7 · answered by predatorpanda 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes.
2007-09-02 15:17:50 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 4⤊ 0⤋
Yes I did and I am still pondering on the results.
2007-09-02 15:16:39 · answer #9 · answered by remy 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Yes, when God is dealing with my heart, I can really feel His presence within my soul, an immense joy, and peace!!
2007-09-02 15:20:12 · answer #10 · answered by Jeremiah Johnson 7 7 · 0⤊ 1⤋