i wanna make boat load of money , but i keep fearing that i will lose my friends and family if i do it.. I recently discovered my bi - tch *** mom telling me when i was growin up that , you will have nobody , no matter how much money you make or who you are ,
i still remember the exact words , that fu cking ***** ...
And now i am scared because she used to say it so ****#ing often that it's in my Core Memory like it's etched .
How can i rewrite that part of my brain and think like a normal human being .
p.s : i been thru depression , anxiety problems and relationship problems everything due to ( something i discovered inthe past 1 year period ) my parents ( the way they brought me up ) .
so is this fear legitimate ? am i really gona lose my friends if i start to make a sh-it load of money because believe me i know i can , if i want to . but this fear is chaining me down . like i am in a dark room or something . I can't seem to think in an open mature , healthy way.
2007-08-26
07:08:12
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