Suicidle thoughts?

Question

I want my life 2 end....i hate it.... my mum always nags me and treats me like cinderella and my sister like a princess...my dad is constantly stressy and never has time for me... my friends...well...i hav'nt got any anymore cus someone put around a rumour about all of them and said it wos me who started it. my boyfriend has been two timing me.....i hate my body...im all flab, i wear glasses and i can't run the cross country without collapsing halfway around and it's only a mile. i'm seriously depressed and on the verge of suicide. i have noone to turn to and talk about it to, i slit my wrists but it doesnt help much. i need help...i no that...but i don't no what to do or who to talk to.

Answer 1

You're seeking help, although it is here.. it is a step in the right direction. Congratulations! I say this with all sincerity. Now, you've listed a ton of not so great things; however let's truly look at the list. Of the things you've listed, what do you actually have control over? Attitude. The only thing you can control is how you look at things. Yes, it can all be bad and you do not have to be blind to it; however there are always 2 ways to look at everything. 1. Good 2. Bad

Your mum treats you like Cinderella and your sister like a Princess.. well Cinderella actually turned out to be the real princess, right? Whether it is true or not.. just go with me on this.

Your dad is stressy & never has time for you. Stressed out people tend to drain other people... while I understand your plight for the time being, be glad that he does not have the time to drain your energy as he deals with his stuff.

You have no friends, well, anyone that chooses to believe something that you did not do.. cannot truly consider them self your friend. I am your friend. I know it does not really help; however you now cannot say that you have NO friends.

Your boyfriend is 2-timing you. Well, he sure does not deserve you and before he gave you some disease.. you were able to break away from him.

Flab is fab. Ok, well it isn't but who are you to say that about yourself? If you have a weight issue, then stick around and improve it. Hardly anyone is perfect and you do not need to be perfect. Look at where you are, accept it and if you need to improve it.. then get started.. it's hard.. but I believe in you.

I wear glasses so I can see. I look good in them some days and horrible in others; however in either case.. I can see where I am going and what I am doing.

Train at a slower pace.. and incrementally increase your endurance.. eventually you will run that mile and more.

Quit slitting your wrists.. you have things to live for.. it is not rosey right now.. and it may not be for quite some time; however how will you ever know if you are gone.

I am not making fun of you and I do hope that you understand I am trying to help; however PLEASE try to understand that I do not have to know you in order to know you are worth living.

Please let us know how you're doing.

I wish you well.

Answer 2

God gave you life and you can't just quit. There are people out there that have much worse problems. Be grateful for what you have and not what you want. Suicide is a coward's way out. Face your problems aggressively and you will be fine. Live your own life. YOUR life revolves around YOU and not around your sister, friends, or your parents. Whatever your parents say, they say it for your own well-being. They care about you just as much as your sister. Don't feel sorry for yourself because that is the number one suicidal trigger. Suicide won't get you anywhere but hell. Talk to your parents about this and get some therapy before you seriously hurt yourself. By the way, it's the inner beauty that counts the most not the outer. How you look doesn't affect the human being that you are. Remember that.

Answer 3

Be choosy about friends and boyfriends. No one needs to be betrayed.
Your articulate enough to write this request for help so please read my response and check out the sites I have listed.

Suicidal thoughts are called Suicidal idealizations. You sound like a teenager who is struggling. Can you see a counselor and school and tell them your thinking of harming yourself or ending it all ?

I'm 54 and my teenage years were rough. I don't have a body well suited for running. I am short and stocky, so what ! At age 15 the coach made everyone ( guys ) run a quarter mile in under 1.5 minutes I ran it and ran it in 1 minute 24 seconds. I thought I was gonna die from a coronary. I remember saying Coach Chambers you made me run so hard that I am going to die.

Answer 4

You might want to take into consideration how you act towards your parents before critizing them. For instance, maybe your sister is younger than you and your parents expect you to take more responsibility than her. Your mum just wants the best for you. And if your dad's stress is work related, think about it like this: The reason he's working so hard is because he loves you and wants you to live a happy and comfortable life off of his income. For your friends issue, join a club or sports team (bowling is a sport!!) or get a job where you'll meet new people. Not all hope is lost!!

Answer 5

Tell a grandparent, family friend, or a teacher if u can't go to ur parents. Have ur sister talk to them about ur thoughts if they don't listen to u.

Tell ur friends that u didn't make that rumor and ask them, "would i really do that to my friends?" if they are ur true friends they would thank about it and forgive u. And dump that guy, if u haven't already. You don't need him if hes cheating on u. thats just more stress and depression for u.

If u are depressed about your body also, start working out. My sister has a magazine: Fitness, and it has some really good excercises in it. u can also do cardio workouts everyday or every other day for maybe 20-30 min. (jump rope, treadmill, eliptical, run, jumping jacks, etc.)

Hope this helps.

Answer 6

Suck it up. This is part of being a teenager. I've been hurt many times. My mom and me don't get along. I don't have any family. I have only 1 friend. I'm far from skinny. I have serious health problems.

BUT I AM BLESSED!!!! I have a roof over my head atleast! I have a bed! I have a meal daily!

Count your blessings, you have it WAY WAY better than a lot of kids. Atleast you had food today and have a bed. And you're able to type this on a computer. Your life isn't bad, kiddo.

Learn to deal.

Answer 7

So, what do you want. Yea you're life sounds pretty bad when you put it that way, but everyone gets that feeling at some point when they're in school. You're just at a low point in your teenage years, you'll bounce back. But if you really have your heart set on killing yourself, I'm not gonna stop you. Also if you're all flab why is your name blonde bombshell?

Answer 8

I have been close many times myself. But you know what, I have found that life gets better when you are older. Most people hit their peak around 40 or so.

I guess you are a teen? Worst freakin time of my life. Thank god I had a few friends. My life sucked.

Always remember: what does not kill you; makes you stronger.

Hang in there! Prove them wrong. Good luck!

Answer 9

Please go to your doctor and tell him/her what you just told me. It sounds like a case of depression. (I'm amazed how many people on here are suffering from this malady.) I had a case of depression in 2001 that lasted 3 months, with treatment and I'm now recovering from another case of it, that started in late May this year. Your doctor will know what to do and will approach it with an open mind, not judgemental.
Take care of yourself and good luck.

Answer 10

i am suicidal at times 2... i'm a slowly recovering cutter.. i know how u feel.. feel free to email me if u need someone to talk to...

i tend to write or draw when i'm feeling depressed... it helps. snapping rubberbands also helps if i really need the pain.. don't try killing urself.. there is so much to live for, if u can only find them.. good luck and again u can email me if you wish