How can i claim back my life and start afresh?

Question

For many years now i have been 'working' for this guy as a male prostitute and came drugs and other stuff,but i am almost 24 now.People have to die sooner or later,but i want to get clean now and get out of this mess.I have always fallen in love with this guy,he is a fellow prostitute,we have grown very close to each other,but i am worried sick now because the man we work for has given him a 'job' to do and i fear my friend will get hurt,there is some stuff i cant put into writing ever.But i feel really ill all the time because of all the different drugs i have been foced to take,there is so much more to this story but i just want to get out of it,and with my friend aswell,but i also have other friends under the mans control and i worry for their safety,i was paranoid i thought i was being watching,i dont think i am,but if anyone found out i was writing this,telling a few things i am a dead man,not to mention the friend i have fallen for.I just cant take it anymore,but i am scared too.

Answer 1

Go to the police and tell the story. Let them know your in fear of your life. There is organizations that can protect you as well...

I dont know where you are from so I cant be more percise...

You are in my thoughts

Answer 2

I beleive everyone has a right to life. Because you have a best friend (partner), and you are in this together, both of you need to know, that you have the freedom to move away from this trouble and together, put yourselves in to a good drug rehab program. Did I tell you, that GOD loves you, even if you are a prostitute, drug user, and in trouble. If you read the book of Daniel, in the Holy Bible, this would answer most of your questions. You and your partner, do not have to be a victim. You sound like a very intelligent person. Make a break from your problems, cut it clean and try to (as the Americans say) re-invent a new improved you. Because you have a close friend and partner, you have more than a chance to do this, than most people in your place.
Make that change. I love you.

Answer 3

Man, how did you get in that mess?.....Never mind. You have to overcome your own fear and go where this controling person can't get you. The police aren't people you can go to and feel safe. Get ahold of a reporter that would like a good story. Once it is already printed, the controller no longer has a hold. Then the rest is up to you.
You will have to change everything about your life. Drugs are not that easy to overcome. Unless you have a will of iron, but somehow, you don't strike me as having much of a will. They can be brolen, so get out before he does it to you. Being a co-dependant doesn't make it very easy either.
I have been there, done that, i suggest you call on your guardian angel and his whole arc troop. You are going to need alot of help! They can help you. Peace my friend, and blessed be!

Answer 4

No one forces you to take drugs.

You are most likely paranoid.

Phone the Samaritans as a starting point from a safe phone, ie; somewhere you won't be heard if you are afraid, and explain this and ask them for some organisations where you can get help.

You aren't as alone as you think you are. You have some shady characters around you now but your situation isn't hopeless.

You'll need to find a safe house, then do the necessary steps to get yourself clean. Getting clean means removing yourself from this situation and those who willingly take and supply the drugs or other substances.

Here is the web address for the Samaritans. It is a good starting point.

http://www.samaritans.org.uk/

Answer 5

I lived thru this same scenario with my ex-husband. You need to call your local crisis line and they can give you some resources to explore in your area. You can find thier number in your phone book .. or call information. If you are in immediate danger, go to the nearest police station and they will assist you immediately.

Coming from someone who has lived thru what you described, I urge you to get out while you can. My ex was caught up in the money and lifestyle and could not see what he was doing to himself (and others).. You are the one that has to make the decision to get out of the situation. Easier said than done I know, but if my ex may have still been here had he heeded the advice.

What is worth more to you? The money and "love" in a dangerously desperate situation.. or the possibility of starting over afresh as you say?

Answer 6

Leave before something terrible happens. Go to a shelter and hide out for a while and take your friend with you. You have taken the first step already by asking your question. Now, take the next step and get out! Or go to a state funded rehab, no one will know that you are there.

Answer 7

contact a minister and "hint" (not say) that you want a new life and need intervention. In a situation like you state "you" (the only one asking) are the only one who could be saved. To change you would have to walk away from that life totally and never look back. Sounds to me though that you wish to carry your old habits into a new life and that's not good. Let the minister know only when you're serious about moving on and not before..

Answer 8

Go to the nearest hospital or police station. Tell them your story. They will take care of you. You need serious help, and I really hope you get it. Good luck.

Answer 9

i would go to the law enforement station and tell them my story, and bust the prostitution web, and you will probably be cut a lot of slack for coming clean, as for your friend, just tell him to do as you do.

Answer 10

Life sucks. but you made your bed, you sewed your seeds...you have to deal with the consequences. It is good that you want to get clean. You could, I dunno call the police and turn states evidence against your pimp.