what should i do now??? its too late.?

Question

Is there anything i can do to fix what i wrote:
I dont think I should contact you anymore for now..
You already know I have feelings for you because I always want to see you but you just, never have the time. I know you dont feel the same about me. Last night I got really drunk and Ive said some odd things..I think I only said it to get your attention..Im sorry. When Im drunk, I sometimes say/do stupid things. I honestly want to do it with you because its fun and all..but its just not right... Im sorry for teasing you. I cant help it sometimes because my body is saying yes, my mind is saying no!
All the guys Ive dated in the past has only wanted me physically It sucks.. Thats why I never had a long term relationship.. I am almost 30 and I finally wanted to try it a different way. I thought maybe older men would be better for me.....but I guess it all depends on the person. Age doesnt matter.
It doesnt seem like you want to get to know me either. I ask all these questions about you, but you never ask anything about me. I never tried so hard to try to go out/get to know someone, I feel so pathetic..because Im practically throwing myself at you~ Im sure you get plenty of women like me. I definitely dont want to be one of them..so i think this is a good idea.
Guys have been asking me out lately but declined because I wasnt interested....
But things will have to change now. Im gonna see whats out there.. We are still friends! We'll keep in touch ok? We have each others #/email..
When my feelings for you fade...maybe we can build a true friendship! Being friends is the best and lasts the longest.

someone said its sounds like im a stalker and i am desperate. thats why i wanted to say something to fix it. i am very depressed because he didnt respond. i am starting to regret it. i wasnt drunk when I wrote it. I really meant what I said.

Answer 1

I always seek men out who are emotionally unavailable.I was married for 19 yrs to one. Then I dated an emotionally absent guy after I left my husband who lives 2 hrs away.To this day I still keep going back to this relationship trying to make it work with this guy.He gives me mixed signals as if he still has feelings for me.Someone else asked me out and he got jealous.Just last night he told me he still has feelings for me "sometimes I miss you" and "sometimes I love you".Yet we rarely see each other and when we do he won't even kiss me because it's "too provocative".He knows I still love him and he gets his limited emotional needs met with me stroking his ego.I know this situation just sets me up for guaranteed rejection and is emotionally unhealthy.I know I deserve someone who wants to spend time with me and who is sure of their feelings.Every few months I come to the same conclusion that this relationship is not working for me yet I continue w/the same sick cycle.I have drank over this situation many times before.I went thru rehab and I haven't had a drink in almost 5 months .But I know I will drink over this situation again if I keep going there over and over again.Insane isn't it?

Answer 2

Are you trying to take back what you said while you were drunk with this letter? Because I thought it was beautifully worded and really gets your point across. But if you already wrote this to him and you are trying to take it back, that will be more difficult, since it was such a good letter.

Answer 3

No if it were me and I heard those words, I would blubber like a little girl and take you into my arms and tell you that i love you. Then i would slip a ring from Cracker Jacks on your finger and ask you to marry me. Go for it!

Answer 4

if he didn't respond well so be it. you are changing and that is good move on with your life and forget him. at least you told him waht was going on and maybe he was playing you who knows it sorta looks that way so you are done with him and can find soemone that is good to you and not just wanting your body good luck