What would you do?

Question

My life sucks. im 14 and i still havent had a boyfriend so i feel like im just crushing everything out on a semi-celebrity which hurts, and i feel ugly even though my friends say im not, but they are just saying that to make me feel better
why do i feel lonely even though i have so many friends?
i feel like no one completely understands me but if i try to explain myself to people it comes out wrong and they just dont get it
dont tell me to go to a shrink, im not crazy
i just need some advice

Answer 1

You don't have any geniune relationships, which only makes sense your only 14, stop being so hard on yourself. Also realize our world is pretty screwed up right now for reasons you need to find out on your own our esle there going to suficated you into one of the many drones we have out here just going thru the motions of life but not really living. Realize people have lived all there lives in our society and never knew what a geniune relationship is, which is what your missing. You'll know when you've found it, trust me, because you'll have someone who helps you with this, instead of making light of it, becasue they'll feel the same way. Be patient something that right, that intense, that meaningful, takes time, just don't think you'll find it were sex is envovled. And realize it could be anyone a 12 year old to a 82 year old. So in the mean time be patient and eat up as much knowledge as you can about everything and anything!