People are always getting emotional, it's making me sick. I do anything I want, because I don't care if I die, I'll die anyways. I'm never emotional, love is only a word. Feelings only get in the way for me. I'm violent and greedy. But I don't want to change. I acknowledge that I'm not normal, but I like being this way. I have no fear, pretty much.
I'm very narcissistic and nasty to everyone, at least that's what I've been told. I just think I'm being a realist. I don't have many negative influences, really, so I have no reason to be mean. In my eyes, I can control anyone, however I want to. Especially if they have any visible flaws.
This is bad, no doubt. At least, to alot of people it's bad.
I want to know if this is a disorder.
A real disorder, something I can't fake for attention.
Send me some tests, but don't explain what the disorder might be. And don't tell me to "go to a therapist". I'm not going to do it.
2007-08-08 16:09:05 · 11 answers · asked by jaycar122 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
Trust me, I'm barely ever happy. And insecure I am not. Happiness is a waste of time to me. Insecurity just means you can't identify yourself, you don't know who you are. I obviously do. And incomplete? Wow. Tell me then; what would complete me? Because I'd really like to know.
2007-08-09 05:13:47 · update #1
And to some people who think I'm all cute and fuzzy inside -- beware that it's not real. I'm very two-faced, even I know that.
Look at my other question, "Am I naturally mean?". Then, add up the descriptions and tell me.
2007-08-09 05:15:50 · update #2
If it walks like a duck, as they say....
To rephrase into my own terminology- this is part of me heading toward an understanding
You have limited affect (emotion);
delusions of grandeur;
narcissism and feelings of superiority: a belief that you are somehow better than others (probably based on no evidence at all);
tendency to cruelty and violence;
In short, yes I think you'd hit the bell if tested for a personality disorder, without needing to fake or exaggerate at all. But what disorder? Hard to tell at this distance, but antisocial personality disorder seems to fit the bill.
You could also be classified as a sociopath/psychopath, but there is disagreement as to whether such a condition is valid. Because of this, I'd stick with antisocial. This doesn't mean you're going to go off and become a hardened criminal. The vast majority of people in this category don't become violent criminals.
One thing to watch for is stereotyping. Once a label gets stuck to you, others might think of you differently. Also, you might think of yourself differently and behave in ways that you think you have to, because of the label. In other words, turning yourself into a cartoon caricature of your label. My suggestion is to watch for that one. Learn to understand and accept yourself (regardless of what you're like), and, like anyone should, work at being a rich, well rounded human being.
2007-08-16 12:48:04 · answer #1 · answered by frank d 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
if you refuse to take steps to remedy your situation, why did you waste your time writing all this? Classically, you're describing a sociopath. Personally, I think you may just be a spoiled brat. Since you obviously have access to a computer, why don't you find your own tests?
2007-08-15 16:05:24 · answer #2 · answered by oneieros2002 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You seem to have the personality that we all knew when children on the playground and all disliked and avoided. It is simply that of a BULLY. It is sick because you try to control others because you are basically unsure of yourself. You are incomplete and unhappy because of it. That you recognize this flaw and posted this "question?" indicates to me you would like to be complete and happy.
You do have fear, a very real and deep seated (and unconscious) fear of your self and others who you resent because you envy them but do not know how to be like them. That is why you are angry. Try to learn how to be a whole person.
Good luck, good health, peace and love!
2007-08-09 00:41:01 · answer #3 · answered by Mad Mac 7 · 1⤊ 1⤋
Narcissistic is a real disease or diagnosis. If you are not happy with the way you are or you are destroying the relationships around you, why not get help?
2007-08-16 21:33:43 · answer #4 · answered by tech2551 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You sound like a Sociopath (like Ted Bundy). A therapist couldn't help you anyway!
2007-08-08 23:13:17 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like a personality disorder, either antisocial personality disorder or narcissistic personality disorder. You can google them to find out more info.
2007-08-08 23:15:57 · answer #6 · answered by Angelia 6 · 0⤊ 1⤋
You're not any of that ---or you wouldn't have been concerned enough to tell us. You wanna be that way but I guarantee you are a teddy bear.
Now go do something productive--peace.
2007-08-09 09:06:55 · answer #7 · answered by poison_angel32 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you sound numbed out.
you sound angry, emotionally ill, self-centered, controlling, depressed.
depression is anger turned inward. theres a thing called healthy anger. you are not expressing yourself properly.
wanting to change is the first step to wellness
2007-08-15 23:35:06 · answer #8 · answered by Rene S 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
My advice to you is to get down on your knees and pray to GOD. Ask him to answer all your questions. Try it!
2007-08-08 23:20:27 · answer #9 · answered by Valley Girl 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
ummm... where was the question?
Good luck with all that!
2007-08-08 23:15:37 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋