I'm tired of being at home with my three brothers and my auntie, it's ridicuous.?

Question

I have too many problems in my family to stay at home with them, especially my teenage brothers, this sh**t is making me sick
I'm tired of it, they try to act like they're on my side and I don't even have a friend in this carzy ***, ***** made *** family of mine, I call a family, since my oldest brother and auntie want to take over everything in this family and dictate how everything is supposed to be in the house, it is not their house, don't get me wrong it's not really mine
either, except on paper,but I often wonder if God is testing me,by having go through all of
this stuff and having me think I'm the bad guy
In all of this, and wonder am I the problem
Should I leave and let them duke it out, If so,
I don't give a damn if they do, I want to live my own life, make my own decisions and go by my own rules for once, I'm tired of the unexpected accusations that are often thrown at me, and the random changes that
occur in this house, one minute, you can do this, the next minute yo

Answer 1

Nothing like a nice complicated mess that you have no power over (Don't get me wrong its not really mine) tells me that your dealing with a "Powerless" situation. Which basically means those in power are not doing a darn thing about it which leaves you with only the choice of blaming the brothers/auntie, and seeing that your only way out is to leave. Not fair at all, but since you left out some very important details and instead elected to just rant about these people and the misery their causing you I can't really give you any advice specifically for you..... your dealing with a catch-22 and I'm afraid your not really going to see that. But I'm not going to explain it unless I know all the info. Such as why the Aunts there? What exactly do they do that causes you so much grife? Who is this mysterious person in the family that makes all these descions? Why? What? How? Do they make you feel like the bad guy? Also why are you so out of touch with what happens in this family? Don't mean to offend but your situation like you already know, is pretty serious. So seriously I need alot more info to be of any help. Good luck!