Christains, I felt kind of suicidal this afternoon, again devine intervetion my sister turned up again and?

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brought me some cloths and took me to church. And then we stoped of at macdonlds on the way to dropping me of home, and during and after the church service I felt oppressed so badky I was swearing so much, I took things that people said to me as an insult and stormed of, I was swearing in the house of God, and should not have done that. My sister said that she has never seen me like this before. I believe satan is trying to destroy me, and on the way back to droping of me I rebuked all powers of the enemy in the name of Jesus and I feel calmer now. My sister wants me to get rid of this computor. Now chrisitan brothers and sisters I feel she is right. I get tempted to jump on this computor everyday, and I feel this is taking away time I could be spending with God. If I see my sister this saturday that is if, we will get rid of this computor and throw it out so I will nto have any more bad influenced on this internet. This is where satan likes to attack. He uses other people to attack

others. A few days ago I had a knife at my arm reading to end it all and put some marks on there, as I have never used a knife before to do anything like this. Since I have been on other chrisitan websites and talking to others it has made me feel very opressed. One christian told me today I need satan to give me a good shaking. YUCK. And this was on the internet. Christians do you believe as well satan used the internet to destroy people? I was ready almost to do the deep today and knife myself, and God steped in again and saved me, as my sister came around, and now we are now looking at getting rid of this computor for good so I can spend more time with Jesus and the Father. God bless you all, Leanne

Answer 1

Dear Bro,
Hey I just was getting ready for bed at this our,yikes, But I felt strongly about your question, I had to answer it, call it inspired. I'm a father of three boys ages 19-23 and I feel inspired bro take time away from your problems. In this I mean your not alone, I once felt this way myself. But the answer is DON'T DO IT!!!!! One of my boys the eldest tried it while he was dating and fell in lobe with a girl. She was moving away and it tore him up, People like you have a big heat and thats why you feel so much with such intensity. My son was found dangiling on a electical cord in the shower unconcience and blue. I was the one who heard a thump. I felt very strong kind of like I do now, to take action and find out what the noise was. I opened the door and found my baby boy dangling, Oh my God was my first reaction. My wife and I who wasn't his biological mother took him down with urgency from the cord and he was soft at the touch and his eyes blood shot. We revived him with my wife giving him mouth to mouth and myself being Mormon having the Piresthood gave to him a blessing. He was lucky, He told me later, "Dad I wasn't trying to do it, I just wanted her to show me she loved me." I said son, I understand but Please know that you are loved by me your father. This whole incident took about 7 minutes he should have been brain dead as a result. He has sinced moved on in his life and the girl moved away, My point is that suicide is a momentary reaction to a eternal problem. I know you may not feel this right now but God loves you, that's why your here in the first place, to succeed. You are a great spirit in the eyes of the Lord. That is why you feel like Satan is after you, Truth be told your probably going to do something one day that will help many and his way of getting you to stop is making you feel bad about yourself. Son, you need to see the blessings you have a wonderful sister who obviously loves you very much to come and bring you clothes to go to church. I don't know what's hurting you. The computer is a machine, it's what we do with it that makes us feel bad. If it is Porn or whatever talk to your minister, pastor, priest, Bishop whatever, plan a strategy to build up your resistence to whatever concerns you have about your computer. If you feel that you want it out then rid yourself of it and throw it in the trash or donate it to a school or a needy child that could use it for school, it might bring joy into your heart, Chairty nevr failith. I know that from ny own experience it was depression feeling no one loved me. Which was a crock of ****, I have a wonderful wife, three beautiful boys, a wonderful daughter in law and grandchildren. Bring yourself to people who can help you with whatever your going through. I can tell you that my church has young missioanries that have been set apart that can bring Joy back into your life. They love to help, you can either go to lds.org or mormon.org or even look in the phone book for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Don't give up fill your life with good service towards others when we do this it removes us from our own problems and it feels our hearts with love for others. Remember you are great in the eyes of the lord. If you are on medication and it makes you feel this way then go to the Emergency Room, let them know, if your not on any then perhaps you might consider this respectfully and with all sincerity. Please bro, Your problems will get better, You found a friend that cares. Normally I wouldnt do this but email me, go to my profile and send me whatever you want to say, I promise I'll listen. Screw it here it is [e-mail], I am going to church myself today and I will be back around 2:00pm P.S.T (California) Your probably in the east coast sonewhere. I'm here dude if you need someone to talk to. There is probably a Suicide Hotline with people staffed that want to help as well. Say a prayer on your knees and huble yourself to the Lord and ask this Prayer, Heavenly Father, thank you for my many blessings even those that I may not see at this time, I am in need of help and your guidance and an increase of your light and warmth. Please father, help me to be strong to resist the advesarys tempting ways. Raise your right arm at a bar and boldly say,"Satan Here Me Now! I rebuke you and all of your Angels of Darkness, Depart at once, NOW! In the sacred name of Jesus the Christ, amen. The put something on, something uplifting or perhaps a comedy if you have that available. If your own good terms with your parents ask for their help. I will pray for you Brother, I promise, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Answer 2

Your episode in Church may be a sign of more serious problems related to stress. You should seek psychiatric counseling.

Throwing away your computer to spend time on other things is a rather extreme measure. You would be much better off exercising your own will power to limit your own internet usage.

Answer 3

The internet can be used for good, like talking to other christian. Just be careful of what websites you visit. Pornography websites have certain evil spirit residing in it. I once visit a porn website and saw something black and dark jump out of the computer. I never visit such sites again

Answer 4

Dear sister le anne
Sister lt me tell you i know how you feel. i have been in that dark valley and if no one has walked thru it they dont know how bad it can hurt.
Some times people at church or on a site can have the best of intentions but not understand if they havnt walked thtru this darkness.
Joyce meyers helped me a lot! she is down to earth and practical and has been to hell and back herself.
One day when you get thru this darkness God can usel you to help others
Thank God you got a good sis who loves you and stands by you.
God also used Doctors to help me........
I have a chemical inbalance and have episondes of deep depression also.
Here are some of the practical things i have learned.
Go for a brisk walk everyday no matter what rain, sleet and snow,
I run, it isnt for everyone but it is good for me. this just me okay walking is fine .
I eat good healthy, lay off sweets and regular cokes spike your insulin, a good steak once in a while, chicken, and fish a couple times a week, working out makes you feel better naturally. I watch funny movies like diary of a mad black woman.. lucy ace ventura....... i avoid negative people.
I listen to uplifting praise music,,,,,, i am careful who i ask to pray for me. I have a small bible and; prayer group of ladies that i love and we pray for one another, sometimes it is nice to know others go thru the same thing.
Apparently you have been thru some abuse and hurt in your life as a lot of us have. ; rejoice you surivved and you are going to survive this too and over come and you are a victor not a victe.
God loves you and has a plan for your life. he takes the evil in our lives and the pain and brings healing to us and brings good out of the bad.Just as he gave me beauty for ashes he will too. Joyce meyers has a tape series called grace, grace, and more grace, woow ! get them sister, she is so positive i laughed and cried with her. she is a woman and has been where we have been, and came back for us......... also beauty for ashes......... she has a prayer line and a website... before
The positve word of God in your ears is life.........
God bless take care and i will be praying for you..
do you have a good and trusted doctor. you might need a little medication too. i did for a season. sometimes you gotta try some diffrent ones........fight on sister take care your sister in Christ judy!

Answer 5

Entrust everything into the hands of God. If you think that it is the Computer that gets you addicted, I humbly as you to discard it away. I have also heard testimonies where they have broken the Television set, because of the evil influence it had. Moreover, getto your knees and just ask HolySpirit to take control. and support your prayer with Praising God. Definitely, God's at work for you. God Bless.

Answer 6

go www.hour of power.org www.700 club www.j.c.t.v.org and ask for pray the hour of power has a new hope for teens and i will pray for you. done check out www.fatherslove letter.com video with music and words read it and stay in touch here there are some good people here to help like now if your computer is leading you to evil stay on www changing lives.org chistran stuff www.t.b.n.org renew your mind Jesus Christ love you warts and all and is in charge of the devil so die to the old man and become a new creation yell GOD if your real i NEED you NOW come in to my heart forgive me my sins and i be live Jesus Christ is your son in the fleash that came form you so repent of your past sins confess your sins and obey the lord read your bible the story of job will make your problems seem small luv dad please get help call all the www i gave you and ask for prayer

Answer 7

I believe there is a God and he did use your sister to save your life because your life is precious. I aso believe that thee is a satan amd he uses people to destroy you if the computer is controling your life I would throw it out. One more thing God has blessed you with a sister who cares for you and loves you thank God for that in your prayers.

Answer 8

Listen VERY CAREFULLY! You need to be deprogrammed from these evangelicals and at the same time go to a doctor who will get you a prescription to help you.
Your problem is association with Evangelical christians. As a Jew you do not see us wrestle with the devil because there is no satan in Judaism. You do not see us struggle. Instead we control media and take political office because we stay away from the hocus pocus of Evangelical christianity. Good luck!

Answer 9

do what you feel is best for you. the internet is what you want it to be. if you can't control your impulses, then you should give it away to a school or a church.

satan attacks those that are close to God, remember that!

please don't be your own worst enemy. Jesus loves you and so do I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 10

I will pray for you. Remember, greater is He that is within you, than he that is in the world.

If the computer causes you pain, consider getting rid of it. I know it can be addicting, but it can also be a great tool for God. But follow your heart and what your trusted friends tell you.

Be strong. Suicide is never the answer. If you feel that way, please contact a professional right away. A counselor, a priest, a pastor, someone...

Peace be with you.

Answer 11

You need to spend more time in prayer and there is no sense in killing yourself don't you know that something else will take you out sooner or later?