Whats wrong with me?

Question

I feel paranoid all the time. Like I'm being watched. Even if I'm alone, I'm always checking over my shoulder. When I see people laughing, In a way I feel like there laughing at me. I'm also very bad in groups of people. Like I need to get to a quiet uncrowded place as fast as I can. Hell that even happens if its just a few people. I know both of these give me anxiety. Usually my only mindset is getting out of there to somewhere secluded. Sometimes when its really bad (like in a big crowd) I actually feel like attacking people just to get out! I think it would be horrible if I did, but in the spir of the moment I feel like I have to. All I feel is an overpowering feeling of anxiety and having to defend myself. I've never hurt anyone though. But I defiantly think about it and feel it. I worry though it will get worse and I can't control it.

I don't want to be a bad person. But I feel like if I tell anyone they'll think just that or worse.
What should I do?

I'm 17. No medications.

Actually I ment I'm not on any meds. So its not a side effect. Its been going on for almost 2 years. Gradually getting worse.

Though If I did get help I don't think I would want meds anyways.

Answer 1

Homeopathic Remedies for Anxiety / Stress / Depression(Bereavment) / Mood Swings :-

ANXIETY & STRESS :-

Sudden with restlessness and fear of death Aconite 30X or 200X,1/2 hourly (3 Doses)

Prolonged with periodic and panic attacks Arsenic Alb.200X, 4 hourly (3 Doses)

With fainting spells; profuse sweating; worse in the morning Sulphur 30X or 200X 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Makes patient walk fast; due to anticipation Argentum Nit 200X, 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Worse lying in bed and closing the eyes Carbo Veg 30X or 200X, 4 hourly (6 Doses)

Anxiety aggravated by upward or downward motion; going in an elevator; worse till 11 P.M, Borax 200X or 1M, 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Anxious about business even when seriously ill Bryonia Alba 200X 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Full of apprehensions in the evening Causticum 200X, 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Anxiety and fears in the evening with restlessness and palpitation Calcarea Carb.200X or 1M, 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Anxiety worse while lying still. Sad music ameliorates the complaints Manganum Acet 200X 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Anxiety due to fright, fear,exciting news; stage fright; worse while appearing for examination or interview etc Gelsemium 30X or 200X 3 hourly (6 Doses)

Mood Swings, Anxiety due to grief or shock in the subconscious mind Ignatia 200X or 1M, 3 hourly (3 Doses)

Anxiety; better after eating Anacardium Or 30X, 4 hourly.

DEPRESSION & GRIEF(Bereavement) :-

Severe shock due to sudden death of loved ones; restlessness, anxiety and fear Aconite 200X. 10 min (3 Doses)

Prolonged mournings; cannot overcome the loss of loved ones and/or Mood Swings. Ignatia 1M or 10M, 6 hourly (3 Doses)

When the grief is in the conscious mind; patient weeps; does not like sympathy Natrum Mur.200X or 1M, 6 hourly (3 Doses)

For chronic grief and indignation Staphysagria 200X or 1M, weekly (3 Doses)

Depression with suicidal thoughts feeling of worthlessness, Aurum Met 30X, three times a day half hour before meals.


Take the remedy which is similar to your symptoms. No side effects or complications if taken as directed, please do not exceed the given dosage and under any circumstances do not try to mix any remedies and avoid Chocolates, Mints, Coffee, Red Meat, Alcoholic and Carbonated drinks, Spicy Rich Food while taking any Homeopathic remedies, and keep the medicines away from direct sunlight, heat strong smells and perfumes and do not store them in the fridge.
Curing without any side effects or Complications Thats the Beauty of Homeopathic Medicine (Cures Par Excellence)

Take Care and God Bless You !

Answer 2

Please tell your parents or guidance counselor at school. You may only be suffering from some minor anxiety disorder and just admitting your concerns may help alleviate some of the stress.
Also it may be ordinary teenage angst.
Not fitting in is a common feeling among teens.
You are making an attempt to be adult but not quite sure how.
Everyone has had the very same feelings you describe.
You are NOT a bad person.
Bad people do not care what others think or feel.
You do care or you would not be asking for information and help.
No one will think you are a bad person.
Confused perhaps but not bad.
Please talk to someone.
Good luck.

Answer 3

With out reading your age I guessed you were 17. I was the
exact same way. It got really bad for me so I moved to another town when I had the chance. No one in the town knew me and It hit me that all those people talking did not give a
hoot who or what I was. I realizied that in my life there a millions of people I will run into. To hell with them all. you are
you. I do not know you But your beatiful, I do not hear you but
right now your the most inteligent person in my room.your great, the greatest person in the world. you have got to this
decision because you are a little paranoid. sometime it is good for you but aren't we all. Just stand up go to the mirror
and kiss yourself. Look in at yourself now thank god for the breath you breathe and your good heath. it's your life and do not let others inter-fear with your growth into becoming an adult
all is fine in a short period of time. you'll grow out of it. peace
and love to you and good fortunes to you.

Answer 4

I was going to ask you how old you are, then scrolled down. This can very well be an anxiety disorder, but it could also just be because you are a teenager! Teenagers yearn to fit in, and a slight cast of anxiety makes the person, evolutionarily, very aware of what those around them are doing, so they can fit in better. I would talk to a doctor; over diagnosis could be just as bad as under diagnosis.

Answer 5

O.K. no meds, I understand, How about some counseling though-? You Do Need To Do Something -I think you know this So the Sooner the Better for you`Best Wishes For You To Get Better

Answer 6

You need to talk to a doctor. A doctor will not think you're a bad person - doctors are there to help you get well. Don't keep suffering like this! Have your mom/dad take you to the doctor on Monday. If it helps, print out your question and give it to the doctor.

Answer 7

OK it sounds like you need to have a talk to a professional person. You shouldn't feel like this at the age of 17. Talk to someone NOW before you feel worse than you already do
Take care

Answer 8

You are a country boy at heart. stuck in a city that is to big for you.

There are many people that can not live in cities and end up moving to small towns or rural areas to stay sane.

This is also seen in people with PTSD. Many can not live in cities.

Think about looking for training in job type that will put you in the country like forest ranger. fish and game ranger. wildland firefighter. any type of job that will get you out of town.

Answer 9

You have a panic/anxiety disorder. It would be the most beneficial for you to see a doctor and get some medication for this, and even see a therapist.

Answer 10

its imposible that we are the only planet with life, maybe they are watching us, but what you are afraid that something more is going to happen, maybe, or in the same planet, the dimensions al cross, its like 3D but there are more than 3, its normally that you feel that, and its the same answear, you are afraid that they can make something to you, certainly they cant, but its called our 6 sense