Drawing pains -_-?

Question

I dont like to brag etc. but i would like to think i am a rather talented artist, but, lately i just seem fatigued and tired, i will draw and the pictures, i hate them. I also havent had a decent sleep ritual for a while now, some times i stay up three days on the trot, others i go to bed at 3 am and get up at 5 pm, i hardly eat caffeiene etc. Whenever i get my head down to sleep i always think about negative stuff, like the state of the world and people and their nastiness, and i often think what it would be like if i were just dumb >_<, i can wish. I exercise alot too and have good diet but my eyes always feel heavy and that sort of itchy and yawning feeling is constantly there, I start to think about the world and if it truy is here, or is everything just an illusion created by the brain, senses of taste, touch sight and smell and even hearing, all created by the brain, like, we are told the earth is round because somebody else created the theory, why should we follow law?

Answer 1

Try keeping a note pad, a pen and a wastebasket next to your bed. When you think of somthing, write it down. Just a sentance or two on each topic. Then when you fill a page, or finish with your worries, rip the page off the pad crumble it up and throw it away. Then, if it's somthing you need to worry about, you'll remember it in the morning and you can write it down again and deal with it. That sometimes works for me.

Answer 2

I don't know what your question is; you rambled on about a lot of things. It sounds as though you have a great need for some self-discipline. A good professional artist has regular sleep patterns and a work schedule. Try making a plan for your days and I'll bet if you adhere to it you won't think your drawings are so bad anymore.

Good luck, good health, peace and love!