I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!please help?

Question

ok dammit my whole life has been messed up and im not gonna go through it all but eversince freshman year of highschool ive been very quiet i was suppose to graduate this year but i stop going to school im back in school honor roll and im in summer school and everythign was perfect i was talking again making friends and even this girl i liked started to like me then today they kicked me out because of this crazy teacher my life was perfect now it has no meaning i just cant stop crying and i wanna die because for once in liek forever i was happy now i cant stop feeling horrible i asked my mom to try to get me back in tommarow if she cant i think im just going to kill myself can any1 help me!!!!!! what am i going to do

well i feel a little bit better i really wanna thank you guys for helping

its just that i hated being quiet but i was scared to talk and now when i do talk i get kicked out when life is perfect


it started june 18th i got kicked out july 18th in that month

i got my first job
i got my first car
i wasent scared to comeoutside
talk to people
be myself
ive never had friends before and i made some their
never had a girlfriend was fina get one their

everything was perfect and now tithout summer school its back to my room staring at the ceiling wanting to cry because everythign is bad i kept thinking about all the good times at school and how it was cut short

and they kicked me out because this stupid african math teacher kept writing me up for stupid stuff like asking for my test score or talking or something

Answer 1

if you were gonna kill yourself you would have done it byt now..so heres my advice quit playin the victim role, put your big girl panties on and deal with it, there are alot more people worse off that you struggling everyday so quit being so selfish and man up to your problems

Answer 2

There had to be a reason you were kicked out. What is it? What could you have done to prevent it? How can you make amends?

Your life is messed up because of your behavior and your actions, no one else's and only you can make those changes. From what you are saying, you are either 18 or almost 18, and that makes you capable of taking responsibility for you actions and correcting them when needed. You need to stop relying on your mother, and YOU make the effort to make amends at school. If you can't then you had best do your best to step up to the plate and act like a man instead of a whining baby and finish your final year of high school and graduate.

You think life will get easier? Believe me, no boss is going to put up with that stuff, and its too bad your parents did. I've never suggested this, but maybe you should consider the military.

Answer 3

Strong depression and suicidal tendencies come from being chronically introspective which means you're so worried about yourself, your feelings, your life that you don't realise what you have. I would sponser a child, watch the news ANYTHING to make you start thinking about everyone else for a change. Your life isn't so awful or pathetic at all. Millions of people have it waaay worse than you no matter you have been through or what you're going through. Find a way to shift focus and do good for people less fortunate. That will make you realise how many blessings you actually have, and what a blessing you can be to others.

Answer 4

You may have been having a great time but it sounds like you would still be graduating in the near future, right? Would you want to die after graduation? Of course not.

I think you need to find something good and meaningful in your life. That should be very possible without it having anything to do with being in school.

I think all you really need is to get that girl's phone number. Things will be fine if you end up with her, whether or not you're in school. Right?

Answer 5

Dude, it is OK. You got kicked out of summer school, it is fine. I now from some serious experience that no matter how bad you think things are, they really aren't. Now take a couple deep breaths and consider the good in your life. You have friends, a job and girl that likes you.

Answer 6

sweetie,
you are getting a dose of how life really is; some times we make choices that reflect bad consequences.
but believe me that is not enough to take you own life.
what you need to do is go back to school and sincerely apologized ; sometimes apologizing minimized the problem; this way they will see that you are really trying to be a better person; we all make mistakes like the one you're describing ; it's not the end of the world; just calm down, take a hot bath and maybe some hot chocolate , go to bed early and deal with the situation tomorrow; do not make a mountain out of moll's hill. give yourself a break today. remember God loves you.

Answer 7

Things will always get better. Everyone has their ups and downs. I think you should go talk to a doctor and a councelor. Even if it's just a school one. You need someone to talk to that has basically nothing to do with your life. Someone that wont judge you and some you don't have see in your normal every day life. Things will get better!

Answer 8

you need to talk to someone that knows you ! killing yourself is not gonna help anything only make things worse!!! for one you're gonna go to hell and for two it wil devestate anyone who cares about you! it will work out and you will realize what you would have lost if you had taken your own life. everyone is special! even you! just give it time and it will work out! don't give up on yourself!!!!!! only you can change the future! i'm sure it will work out with school, you're a good student and the school will see that! even if you can't go to the same school there are always other options!

Answer 9

first of all,it's not the end of the world!everyone fall short or screw up!you are not able to think rationally right now b/c of all that's going on but believe me when i tell you,this is not worth taking your life over.just as you did before,pick yourself up and give this thing another try!sometimes things get tough and we feel overwhelmed and that is in human nature.please don't take your life!one thing i can tell you is this,you have to learn to handle situations that arise in a fashion that doesn't cost you your happiness.this teacher's actions shouldn't determine your destiny!if you've come this far,it's b/c you put in the effort not her!so i think it will be a wise choice on your part to not cop out like this.stop giving up on yourself.believe in yourself.

Answer 10

S*** happens. I know, it's a crappy answer, but I'm not kidding. Sometimes, things seem SERIOUSLY messed up, and you figure they can't possibly get any better.

All I can say is you need to work hard and wait it out. It'll get better, and if you seriously want them to, things will work out fine. You're only in highschool...you have plenty of time to sort your life out. No need to worry too much yet. You sound like you want things to straighten out, so they most likely will.

Then, of course, something else will happen that totally throws you off course again...but that's just life. We all go through it too.

Good luck.

Answer 11

Give it time! Please don't do anything to harm yourself just because you fell offtrack a bit. No one can stop you from succeeding if you let them. There might be bumps in the road in the days to come, but it's not the end of the world.

Hang in there. Hopefully your Mom can get you back in, but don't let this one thing hold you back and keep you from living life.