Why are you stopping me from going to heaven right now?

Question

Heaven is so real, and I know it. All I want to do is be with your God. The God that you believe is so real.

If you don't believe in heaven, then why do you believe in God?

If I want to end my life right now, and go to heaven that is my choice. I hate this planet, I hate going to work everyday, I really hate going to work everyday. I hate it.

I don't like this body I am in. Who the crap gave us this type of body. Hands, Chest, Stomach, Legs. Who did all of this, it is a total mistake.

I had enough of this world, and I am going to heaven as soon as I am not busy. I had it up to here.

Answer 1

if you end your own life and dont endure it you will not go to heaven, you will be with satan

Answer 2

DJ, you really need to pray and ask God to help you through what you are going through. I will pray for your strength! Why do you hate what God has given you? Your life, your body, the ability to have a job, etc. Those are all gifts from God and God doesn't make mistakes. He loves you exactly the way you are, because you are perfectly made by him. Now, I am not a theological scholar, and I don't know if you will go to heaven after committing suicide, but I wouldn't take the chance. Things can get better. The same faith you have in there is a God and there is a Heaven can be used to believe God will help you get out of the "funk" you are in.

Answer 3

I totally understand how you feel. I feel the same way sometimes. Really there is nothing I can do to stop you. It is your life and your choice. I know you believe in heaven, but here is what I believe, what is so real to me. We have this life to experience, sometimes it is joy and sometimes pain. But every experience we have brings us closer to God. My belief is that even though suicide is not wrong or bad or a sin, it does stop our experience and we end up going through it all over again in another life. I personally would rather get through it all now and maybe the next experience/ life will be less difficult. Your beliefs may be the right ones, but mine may be too. Only God knows. I will pray that you have peace no matter what you decide. I have comfort in knowing that your soul will live on and that God is always with you. Peace be to you.

Answer 4

calm down, david.
your body is NOT so bad,
you can use it to create at least some heaven ON EARTH: AND BE TRANSFORMED THIS WAY!
that is just, what i do, and that is the only way that we can see us (again) some sunny day. but, as i said before, i respect your critisism, it is true, but you should not stop with that.
there is still more to come. often truth is born out of great pain.
greetings, tt.

Answer 5

If there is nothing you like about yourself or in this life then you are anything but spiritually ready to meet your creator. True life isn't about what we look like on the outside, but what we look like on the inside. There are things I dislike about my outside, but I don't focus on them because I do like who God has made me and is continuing to make me on my inside. The latter is what we should focus on because Jesus can take nothing and turn into something. Jesus can take a nobody and turn them into somebody. You have great worth in the eyes of God. Don't give up...God's not through with you yet! Trust in His Word and your mourning will turn to gladness, I promise!

Answer 6

Wow....that is really sad. I cannot imagine being in a place where I would want to end it all. We all struggle and you will love the way it feels to wade through all of the muck, make the necessary changes and come out on top. It's worth the pain....

Answer 7

if you kill yourself, you will not go to heaven. you will go to hell and have being torture. Do you know how many people who try hard to live longer. before you kill yourself ask God to make the exchange your life to other who wants live longer.

Answer 8

I wouldn't end it to be with my god - you'll only end up burnt or in the ground!

Answer 9

*waves goodbye*