i really want and need HIM in my heart, i want to follow HIS path and feel his LOVE in my heart and find the PEACE...but i think GOD is displeased with my previous life of vice and sin and i really need HIM to forgive me...
Do you think HE will be able to forgive me?
I am lost and i need the light of his LOVE....
hahahahah how stupid it all sounds but it is so easy to pretend to be a christian, one just needs to capitalize some words and say love 3 or four times and that is all...voila for a few moments i was a christian...the feeling was itchy, i prefer to go back to my non christian self...
i remain gay, the religious experience has not been really fulfilling so i quit...
2007-07-16 12:20:35 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
damn it! i should have said the "personal experience with Him" thing
2007-07-16 12:26:03 · update #1
ilhamut...i dont mock him since i feel pity for him due to all that christians are doing against his image
2007-07-16 12:26:50 · update #2
You fooled no one and certainly not God. You only mock Him.
2007-07-16 12:25:02 · answer #1 · answered by Fish <>< 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
. . . .it's just that you can be Gay and a Christian.
I guess you are too smart for that though.
This Was a Letter Written to The Dead Dead,
See how your rotting flesh is devoured by worms. See how your rancid flesh has become as it bloats off your mouldering bones.
Your tendons have broken and your muscles are so decomposed that they do not snap into a cramp. No, they lie limp as rags soaked with the dead blood of your former life.
Your brains have become the bile of worms. Your bodily fluids have mingled with the flesh on your back, together they are turning what you lie in into a mass of putrid pudding.
If light could reach the darkness that you lie in, it would reveal the swelling colonies of bacteria rising like mountains because of the millions and trillions of them devouring every last protein left in the mortality of the flesh.
And of the life you once knew? IT is gone, no life for you forever as you are not even a memory in the lives of those still living.
So swim in your filth. Lie in agony you are too dead to know. You are of the forgotten. Yes gone and forgotten forever.
This is what you gave yourself. This is your destiny. For you have already decided what would be the end for you.
You decided there would be no one to save you.
You were too wise for that, no one could tell you anything! So rot, and later hell and fire forever to cook the spirit that is left with pain forever.
Death and the Devil
- by KingReef
2007-07-16 19:32:09 · answer #2 · answered by Christian Sinner 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
hahahaha very funny. the sad thing is I know many people in your shoes, and my heart breaks for all of you. How sad to be cut off from the love of your creator. You're completely right. It's very easy to pretend to be a Christian. It's very easy to talk the lingo, walk the walk, and so on. But that doesn't make you a Christian. I know many people who lived their entire lives as "Christians" yet never knew Jesus Christ as their personal savior, therefore they were lost, and not truly Christian. Religion of any kind is very detrimental, and I encourage those who are looking for "religion" or a "religous experince" to stop looking. The only thing anybody really needs, is a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. You almost hit the requirements for salvation in your mockery, but you missed something vital.
In order to truly and eternally be saved, you must acknowledge and accept Jesus Christ as your own personal saviour. You must ask Him for forgiveness, and truly repent in your heart for all of your sins, and ask him into your life to forgive you of all wrong doing past present and future, and ask him to be the Lord of your life. Only then can you truly be saved. The reason you felt all itchy is becuase your heart is still cold to the Lord, therefore, you can fake it all you want, but it will never be reality for you.
2007-07-16 19:31:33 · answer #3 · answered by Rachael W 2 · 2⤊ 0⤋
You don't have to worry about everyone here but but when you stand before JESUS you will be judged on your sins ... Idid'nt feel sorry for you or make a judgment against you but you do need to find the right way ... God made Adam&eve not adam&steve so do what you want but know some one did tell you that it is not in the bible for us to be with the same sex ....he distroyed citys because of this sin .......but he did give us freedom of our own will but know that comes at a price ......good luck god bless you
2007-07-16 19:50:15 · answer #4 · answered by shellie g 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
to God being gay is a serious thing but if you turn from being gay and come to him and live life like he intinded for us to live male and female only have sex with marriage then yes he can forgive you for every thing you have done. never the less he has been there with you through it all even though you could not feel or hear him he was there when u laid down with the same race he was watching when you were just dating and kissing the same sex he was watching and now that you have seen it for yourself that you do need christ he is still there despite all that you did he is still there with open arms
2007-07-16 20:13:33 · answer #5 · answered by Kevin L 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I found some verses in the Book of Jude that describe the words you just said. Jude 12( Talking about Apostates in the Last days): " These are spots in your love feasts, while they feast with you without fear, serving only themselves. They are clouds without water, carried about by the winds; late autumn trees without fruit, twice dead, pulled up by the roots; raging waves of the sea, foaming up their own shame; wandering stars for whom is reserved the blackness of darkness forever"
Verses 17- 19 : " But, you beloved, remember the words which were spoken before by the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ; how they told you that there would be mockers in the last time who would walk according to their own ungodly lusts. These are sensual persons, who cause divisions, not having the Spirit. " Sound familiar ?
2007-07-16 20:15:35 · answer #6 · answered by The Count 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
God forces himself on no one. Your free will was a gift.
Jesus said just because someone says lord lord doesn't mean they are "saved". He claimed for those who only worship with their lips he would spit out and say he never knew them.
God loves you right now. In the condition you are in right now.
You don't have to be sinless to be a follower of Jesus. In fact no one is...
God bless,
†
2007-07-16 19:30:27 · answer #7 · answered by Jeanmarie 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Not necessary to do so; the concept of sin is void since there is no reason to believe in the existence of any sort of god. So stop feeling sorry for yourself, and rejoice in your humanity.
2007-07-16 19:27:26 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
"Be not decieved God is not mocked, for whatsoever a person sows, so shall they reap."
Dangerous territory .... is all I can say.
May God allow you time to repent of your deviant ways and come to a true saving knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ.
I believe you're searching, so I'll pray for you.
Be blessed as you seek Him. =)
2007-07-16 20:25:19 · answer #9 · answered by ™Tootsie 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
May God grant you all the desires of your heart.
2007-07-16 20:42:15 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋