Tell me about your miserable life.?

Question

I dont want to just hear a stressful event.
I want to hear something thats just simply... MISERABLE.

As for me, i grew up with a bunch of dead animals. Always yelling and always screaming. Everybody hates everyone. I learned to stop helping others. I learned that the only person I can trust is myself. People are selfish creatures capable of harm beyond imagination. I am crippled by scoliosis both physically and mentally. I am a broken body, broken heart, everything about me is broken. This body is a torture chamber. Life is such a miracle isn't it? Lets hear your story.

I hope so too. Good Luck with your life.

For thoses that didn't get it. By "dead animals" i mean my family! I guess i got a little caught up and forgot people never thought of there families as animals. Sorry for the confusion and no i never had pets. Couldn't afford them.

Answer 1

Let me tell you what you are NOT expected to here.
Life has delt you a bad hand. Try to dig deep within yourself and find the good in all those who you come in contact with.
Everyday you wake up in the morning is another day for you to be greatful to be alive. I don't know your situation, but my 15 year old daughter has bone cancer, she no longer can run an play. The glow, in her eyes tells those in her life she still has a good spirit. It hurts me greatly to see her in the way she is now. Behind the glow of those brown eyes I see and feel her inwardly pain and frustration. I also feel your pain. Because you have only known pain for the most of, or all of your life, you want to hear form others that share the same pain. How depressing. Please try to find within yourself something to smile at, to laugh about, Your life will be much better. You should not just take what life gave you, but to turn it into something special. For God is with you always.

Answer 2

Let's see, where do I begin?

I was physically and emotionally abused by my dad my whole life, up until I left home in 1999. During 6th - 8th grades I went through an ugly duckling phase and was ridiculed by my peers every single day. I was called "dog" more than a real dog was. The things those people said to me will never leave me, but I no longer let it affect me the way it used to. Oh, and then when I "blossomed" into a pretty teenager, I slept with 2 guys and was suddenly this big whore. *rolls eyes* Now instead of "dog" being yelled at me all the time, it was "s.l.u.t", "ho", and "neighborhood w.h.o.r.e".

My self esteem, tolerance for humanity and will to live were severely low for years. I ended up gaining a ton of weight due to depression and social anxiety. When I was fat, I was treated worse by society than I'd ever been treated my whole life, and that's saying something. Ah, more bitterness.

It's taken the passing of time, medication, therapy and support from family & friends to finally pick myself up and realize that I have one shot at life, so I need to make the most of it, no matter what has been done to me in the past.

Answer 3

Wow! That's some story. Sorry I can't add to the rain on your parade, but I managed to find a career that gave me jobs I would have paid to do, because they were so interesting and so much fun. All that and a good salary! Then I married a guy who has been my wonderful companion and made my life a joy. He encouraged me to go to university and get two degrees, helped with the housework while I did my homework, and took me on wonderful adventures around the world. I guess this is sort of gushy, but that's how my miserable life has gone. Is that enough of a tear-jerker for you?

Answer 4

HOLY CRAP!!! You sound just like my sister! She doesn't have scoliosis, but she does have a sick body, which she lets control her entire life. She swears that everyone's out to get her, and she's written me off for "choosing my evil stepfather over her." I put that in quotes because it isn't true; she merely pushed me away by acting like a mean whatsit toward a guy who may not have a large cranial capacity, but is really trying to give all of us a good life.

As for everything else, I have a mom that's more broken than even you (I'm guessing), with Fibromyalgia and Lupus and Kidney Stones and Croans (sister has this one) and Depression. My twin sisters have mental problems from living in a house with lead paint. My stepfather is depended on way too much because we live in the middle of PA with him as the only driver. My little sister is caught in the middle of it all, and she acts out (she's 6). And then there's me. My SS card got burned to a crisp in a fire a few years back, causing all sorts of troubles in getting my ID. Living out here is great, but I can't go anywhere; too many steep hills, and it gets pitch black at night, so biking is out. The farthest I can go is the tennis court a short walk away. My laptop is fried. My music player broke, so no more blocking out all excess noise (stepfather's constant babbling, pick-a-sister's yelling). And my stepfather works nights, sometimes going for a full weekend. As a writer, it's hard to find time to write with all this going on (not to mention the burned out laptop with one on my stories on it). Add in a case of cabin fever, in which I write porn, and it's a wonder why I haven't gone insane yet. But I know things will get better, so I can't go crazy just yet; there's time for that later.

So, how was your day?

Answer 5

k, u musta had parents that recognized the blessing of allowing you to have pets and they gave you the opportunity to learn that what lives must also die. (hard but impt lesson) people yelling and screaming means they must have cared to become upset about something, everyone hates everyone (are you sure about that?) Ppl can be very selfish creatures and yes we can allow ourselves to get hurt by them but it's still better than being so closed that we dont allow anyone to get close enough to hurt us. so you have scoliosis and yeah it sux but... it is something you can live with (sorry but it is true!!) you could have cancer spread throughout your body with no hope of treatment. so you have had your heart broken?? yeah, me too. i got a pretty significant blow to my heart today and was feeling pretty bummed til i read your question and guess what? it cheered me up and for that, i thank you!! :) everything about you is NOT broken cause you have the capability of helping someone else (as you did tonight) you have access to the internet to learn more about ur scoliosis, you have access to the internet to gain support from others with scoliosis... you obviously can read/write, you sound as though you have good communication skills and as far as life being a miracle, yeah it is. although it sux at times i am glad to be in it, you should be too. YOU will be in my prayers tonight for your tomorrows to be brighter!! Hang in there, attitude is everything and there is always someone who is more "miserable" than we think we are.

that's my story and i'm sticking to it. :)

Answer 6

My miserable life? I never have luck in love. yeap up to a point that I am thinking maybe I should just accept that i will be alone, die alone, and dig my own graveyard alone all the days of my life. Miserable life!

Answer 7

Well, I suppose I could go into all the health problems that leave me unable to walk well, or to paint as I used to, or to even think as I used to. And I suppose I could go into how losing my great love to a painful and early death left me devastated...But I'm not going to go into those things in any more detail because by doing so I bring them even closer to me. And what's worse... even closer to you.

I hope you leave your pain and embrace some kind of hope.

Answer 8

im actually pretty happy with my life at the moment, and im hoping it stays that way.

Answer 9

I guess I can't say that my life is or was miserable... yet... and I hope it never is...

Answer 10

Who said my life was miserable?!?!