Two weeks ago I found out that my brother was brutally killed. The motive for his murder is skitchy, and his death I believe was a slow and painful one. I have also thought that if I had to die I want die doing something I enjoy and believe in. Secondly, I want it to be quick. My brother on the under had a slow and painful death from what I have been told.
Now the thing that has been bothering me since his death is the fact that i never met him or know what he looks like. We are of different father, and he is ten years my senior. I probably seen him on the streets and dont even recognize him. Before his passing I had no desire to know him, because I felt so distant, and didnt know what we would talk about. Now it's even worst for I have no desire to see him for the first time in his deceased state. I have been trying to put his death behind me, but all I can think of is "what if, what if I had reached out to him?" or "Why he never contacted me?" Will I be ok? Is Burial is Sat ....
2007-07-11
05:19:02
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