i have been contemplating suicide for the past couple months. Now that i have thought about it so much, I kind of see it as my best option. I don't want to do it for shock value and i don't want my attempt to be unsuccessful. I just don't want to deal with life anymore. I feel like I am causing my family pain because i'm in such a bad mood all the time and i don't think i will ever be like my old self again. The only problem is that i don't want to hurt my family more by killing myself. My plan is to move out (im 16) and just slowly die. Maybe live a couple more months then overdosing on some random drug so it looks like i didn't mean to kill myself. I was also thinking about just driving my car at like 100 mph into a wall or something so it would look like a car accident but i would rather not chose this option. Please don't try to talk me out of killing myself. I just want to know of a low pain way to die that i can make look like an accident.
2007-07-10 09:27:17 · 9 answers · asked by ez_3run 1 in Health ➔ Other - Health
I have tried getting help. Only problem is, it doesn't help.
2007-07-10 09:36:44 · update #1
I know you are all just trying to help but i have already decided on whether or not i will kill myself. I Just haven't decided on how.
2007-07-10 09:40:16 · update #2
It's funny. the way you explain your situation, it sounds like something i wouldve written at that age. i thought through some different scenarios, and i ended up deciding to blow off some of that steam by taking up some high risk/ adrenaline junkie type hobbies. My reasoning was that I wouldnt be deliberately killing myself, but if it was meant to be I was definitely leaving some room for it to happen. I'm 21 years old now, and i guess it was therapeutic because i realized how hard I instinctually fought to survive in panic situations. THings get better kid, take it from me.. just dont take anything seriously. Its a stupid game but you can still have fun if you play to win.
2007-07-10 16:31:43 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
okay not to judge you but at 16 you have no clue the options your life may bring your way. I know life can suck something fierce at times. Okay so the reality of overdoses or attempted accidents. I am a registered nurse and have seen a lot of destruction from potential overdoses. Have you thought about the fact that you may live through an overdose? You can end up in a vegetative state with feeding tubes not to mention tubes in you bladder and maybe your anus. Non of that is pleasant, and no way to live life. The cost to your family would be phenomenal.
The potential of surviving a car accident is just as high and the affects on your body may be horrible. Dont you have someone to talk too? You have an entire lifetime ahead of you why not channel your energies into something constructive? Im not going to give you any simple ideas Im now concerned for you and your family. Try to thank God every day you wake up and are able to take a breath, listen to a good song, smell the fresh air, eat your favorite meal. The simple things in life can bring you happiness. Or try a doc to see about a possible antidepressant. The stigma that used to accompany taking antidepressants is long gone. We are all screwed up on some level we just need to make the best out of what we are given.
2007-07-10 16:50:52 · answer #2 · answered by kellycan 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
my boyfriend commited suicide 7 weeks ago. he was a brother, a son, a nephew etc. please.... coming from someone who really knows what is is like from the other side. dont do it. Do you really want ur family and friends to go through everything and end up possibly feeling like you do atm( but they have no choices in it)?? have u thought about the fact that someone would have to find you??, identify you, view ur body?- sort out ur funeral?? im sure they would prefer the bad moods!!. im not being patronising as i know how u feel, since his death i have been very depressed but there is so much out there for you, you have to think of others as well as yourself- as for the help- i would say u havent found the right help- because it is there have u tried the samritans?? and also you are 16, ur body is going crazy with how you feel, im afraid thats life and there are so many good things in life. also try ur gp- you could have a really simple medical condition that causes you to feel 'like u cant be urself again'
as for the accident thing- it wont happen- so many tests have to be done etc..... investigations and the knowledge that u have written this people may know. please dont make anymore people in the world feel like me and his family.
2007-07-13 15:21:04 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
well, against your wishes, I'll say this...when I was about 16, I felt about the same way you do now. Life at 16 is hard no matter what your circumstances are, and if your life is not full of people who love and care about you, it is even harder...blah, blah, blah,...but I will just say, that it does get better...no matter what you think now. I am now married and have kids, and if I had killed myself then, I wouldn't be this happy now...God loves you, and wants happiness for you. How about turning your life over to HIM...since you have nothing else to lose, and everything seems sh$tty anyway, see if HEcan help you. ( I know HE can). Please , Please think about your family if nothing else. My husbands mother killed herself, and it left nothing but heartache and sorrow for a lot of people. You really will find happiness one day. Talk to your family about how you feel. There is help out there!
2007-07-10 16:36:24 · answer #4 · answered by Amy C 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Well, please read my history. At 16, I held my Mother in my arms as she was trying to kill herself. I too, felt my life was over. 16 and no one cared!!!!! Feel the same??????
I pulled MYSELF out of it and did something with my life. I joined the US ARMY and served my country for 20 years.
What can you do to make a difference today????????
I will not tell you to get help, etc... as I know the pain you are going thru. I am just suggesting that you postpone your death until you have made a difference in this world.
PS.... Mom killed herself anyway!!!!!!!!
2007-07-13 02:40:51 · answer #5 · answered by sunloverinoregon 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
What the hell are you thinking. No matter how shitty your life is, someone out there has it worse! Stuff might seem hard but trust me ... Not WORTH DYING OVER! Personally i think suicide is selfish... IMAGINE WHAT YOU FAMILY IS GOING TO GO THROUGH! Why would you want to cause them so much grief. Trust me they rather have a crabby kid than a dead one. Just ask them.
2007-07-10 16:35:35 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 2⤋
call this number 1800-784-2433
2007-07-10 16:34:50 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
hey kid.................
thats a permanent solution to a temporary problem...
get real....
you dont have a good reason
feeling sorry for your self is no reason.....
some people on this earth got real issues,
like dying from starvation or being shot
when I was in Viet Nam I saw what a really ****** up life is like for a kid............
I aint heard crap outta you that makes any sense......
stop fantasizing...........
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2007-07-10 22:14:05 · answer #8 · answered by captainamerica 3 · 0⤊ 4⤋
You need physological help.
2007-07-10 16:31:44 · answer #9 · answered by whymewhynow 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋