I have bottled up my emotions and pla to destroy them am I crazy?

Question

I was hurt by a guy friend really bad when he rejected me I have bottled up Love,Anger,Sadness,Depression,Rejection,Positivity am I crazy? I plan to destroy these emotions and all the others that you feel when you care deeply about a person if you dont have them you cant feel pain and if you cant feel pain you wont be so depressed. Am I wrong? Should I let love have a chance when and if it ever comes? If you think Im wrong please tell me why and why I should give love a chance. I really cared about him deeply and this hurt he blew it off and didnt even say dont want to ruin out friendship he just blew it off like well I think everything is back to normal I get the pic now I wasnt good enough for him and got hurt so badddddd he never said I wasnt good enough I finally came to the conclusion if yoy dont have feelings they cant be hurt I also realized Im just an un special person that my friends dont even care about especially them one I cared so much about. Im 15 and I loved

and my heart was ripped out and stomped on this wasnt the first time either Im jus a friend and nothing else people tell me Im attractive but now I dont believe so. Im always the friend and nothing else not even a spark of interest he had in me which hurts never ever told me I was pretty or sweet or anything just nice thats all I ever got and nothing else so you can see how it hurts please no mean answers to me calling me ugly or anything I already feel that way

Im not a slut or anything a girl who has never had a relationship with a guy cant be one I give up and think I should just give up on ever being loved or cared about by a guy or anyone else my mom has been good to me but doesnt know how I feel I had a family that cares about me Im just so hurt I dont want anything to do with anyone

He knew how I felt about him he knew I liked him and never said anything about liking someone else I found out because a friend told me and he admitted to me but just didnt let me know and couldnt give me a reason he knew I liked him though he knew and never said a word!

I did nothing but think about him I think we can be sort of friendss but not really

Answer 1

well....yes

Answer 2

OMG! There is nothing worse you can do! You have to let yourself feel those emotions if you truly want to get over this. Trust me, this has happened to everyone, and in my experience, you get the best results when you just relax and feel your emotions. If you have to cry, cry. If you have to scream, scream. If you have to talk to someone, call up a friend who can just be there for you in your time of need, that's the best thing. I ended up having a long conversation woth one of my friends after someone broke my heart, and I relized that no matter how many times some guy hurts me, my friends will always be there for me, they understand if I have to keep on and on about it because they've been there, and they understand, they don't judge me. You need to feel your emotions and pretty soon, you'll see less and less of a broken heart and more and more of a person who wants to go chill with friends and scope out hot guys at the mall for summer flings.

Answer 3

Do you mean like the Haladin's genius who was closed within his lamp? oh , oh ... have emotions the power to work out magic events ? I am going to bottle my emotions uo and then I'll let them free to run out, all at once, to work the wonder ... Well, maybe I will set them free with a bit of caution: I am not good in keeping control of the winds of passions. Have a good night Phil ... I am going to sleep.

Answer 4

good luck with that.
destroying emotions is impossible.
the only way to get him out of your head is tell him off.
tell him he treated you like sh!t.
tell him you loved him and he let you down in the meanest way possible.
then kick him :]
its what I would do.
or if he wont talk to you *like my case* relay a message through a mutual friend or his sister/brother. but make sure he gets it, and have him let you know in some way that he knows he was a jerk.

Answer 5

better to release them

Answer 6

Yes you are!!!!!

Answer 7

no you not