has anyone had such hate in there beliefs?

Question

that your eyebals are about to explode and are sore, your brain is numb, and you go nuts in your own rightousness. I can't till if this is G-ds hate of my own.......maybe seeking G-d for rightousness was not a good thing......your happy when you are blind.

my hate is nothing worldly but spiritualy.

Answer 1

Don't worry. When I researched and studied religion and spent hour upon hour talking to people from so many different belief systems, sorting everything out, I had my moments too. I don't seek a god for righteousness. In fact, I don't even seek a creator. There really seems to be no point. Relax, take a deep breath, and step away from the computer. A good night's rest will have you feeling all better in the morning!

Answer 2

No seeker, God does not give you hate. God gives Love and if you feel hate then look at yourself and your ego.
Take it from another seeker. I have wrestles with anger most of my life and just when you think you have it mastered, someone comes along and pushes your buttons and you will react rather than respond with the proper thoughts, words and deeds. All I can tell you is, it is like being tested and learning more about yourself. Jesus said, Love your enemies and pray for those who would persecute you. He said, it is easy to Love those who Love you but so much more righteous to forgive and express Love when being attacked. It can actually change your aggressor by your example. I have experienced it and I can say I still fall short sometimes. It takes practice. You also have a right to defend yourself if your body is being threatened. Don't be so hard on yourself. If you were perfect then you would not be here in the school of life.
Rev. TomCat

Answer 3

Yea, you are on the wrong path. People can easily skew religious experience by confusing their own powers with a spiritual experience. Your mind knows too much and couldnt handle it. Now you need to realize you yourself have A) become a loser and b) god allowed you to become one

To get through this you need to figure out what you have done wrong and what other people have done wrong for real. Forgive each. You are no judge of anything and judging people has made you mentally ill and thats about it so your over your head in god territory. You need to forgive yourslef for this and then find a nice, harmless little hobby in life that will keep you out of everyones face.

Answer 4

Hate is not healthy. The negative energy (if left unchecked) will generate and manifest in the form of cancer. True health and happiness comes from the balance of Mind, Body & Spirit.

Answer 5

I haven't had hate like you describe, but I have hated people, and now I see that my hatred didn't fix anything. I hope you do the same. Just as I hope that the things I wished upon people who hurt me never come true, I hope that whatever it is you think God wants you to hate, doesn't have to end up feeling your hate.

Answer 6

What is hate but a mere feeling like love.
Anyone decides for himself which one he wants to live with.

Answer 7

Well, I don't hate, but many others in my religion do.
And I am afraid that it might turn me away from g-d.
Because if g-d causes and/or supports that hate, I don't want to know him.

Answer 8

I am a little bit worried about your mental health. God will take care of people " who are not well", you are under His grace.

Answer 9

I would not be happy being blind.

Answer 10

That kind of hate sounds sick to me.