Is there something wrong with me?

Question

My entire life I have hated every single person I know. I despise my family, and only choose my friends based off the people I hate the least. Everyone is always so obnoxious and stupid. Most people just conform to how everyone else acts, so this idiocy spreads. Nothing is mentally wrong with me: I know the difference between right and wrong, and I'm near the top of my class. All I see all my life is other people trying whatever they can to make their lives as easy as possible for themselves and then act foolishly even though they know they were acting foolishly at the time, then they make crappy excuses for themselves. Whenever I try and criticize people, everyone always just uses the same little quibble: "you're only 15, you don't know anything." I'm sure they think that we're all going through the same thing, but life's not a procedure like that and they really don't know what they're talking about. No one realizes that maturity won't come to you, you have to find it yourself

oracle: good advice, but I seriously don't want to just be one way b/c its the norm
brother_lu: although I see where you're coming from, it seems selfish, almost as if I should do whatever's best for me and mindgame myself. seems like "the easy way." it would be like making an excuse, and I don't wanna be a hypocrite.
those that want me to have a counselor: I would do it, but I would always remember that the counselor is human just like I am, and has his own views, and it wouldn't seem right
jennifer: all I can say is that I like what I like and I don't like what I don't like. sorry if I offended you as a mother. My parents are actually great. I hate to be immodest but they got lucky with me, as my younger bro is a failure and I'm self-motivated
el-foyo: my girl would look good and have a personality that I like, they like me,small chance of it
srry bout the rest, i ran out of chars
my fave thing is music, if that helps. its the only friend that has ever been there for me

oracle: good advice, but I seriously don't want to just be one way b/c its the norm
brother_lu: although I see where you're coming from, it seems selfish, almost as if I should do whatever's best for me and mindgame myself. seems like "the easy way." it would be like making an excuse, and I don't wanna be a hypocrite.
those that want me to have a counselor: I would do it, but I would always remember that the counselor is human just like I am, and has his own views, and it wouldn't seem right
jennifer: all I can say is that I like what I like and I don't like what I don't like. almost everyone lives a life, its not hard. I hate to be immodest but my parents got lucky with me, as my younger bro is a failure and I'm self-motivated
el-foyo: my girl would look good and have a personality that I like, and they would have to like me, small chance of it
srry bout the rest, i ran out of chars
my fave thing is music, if that helps. its the only friend that has ever been there for me

sorry, I didn't know I could post additional details twice, sorry for the repeat. I'll get to everyone.

kimberly: I hate to say it, but you're the kind of person I don't like. Sorry. The thing is you think all our lives are on a linear course and you're just on a point ahead of me. In your perspective that is. In mine, we were both on the same path, only you fell to society. Please don't get mad. And as far as I know about 80% of my friends have had sex and their actually good people.
And please don't generalize about adults, they're all different.

Lolita: this made me laugh, especially coming from a respected person. I'm totally sane don't worry. I don't find pleasure in hurting things, I just want to find a way to set things right.

JcL: I don't care about someone's intelligence. Actually, I REALLY hate the people in my classes, they're composed of really uptight people with a terrible sense of humor, like laughing when they misspell a word or something.

And I'm really satisfied to see so many comments. I'm glad you guys are generous enough to take the time to lend your wisdom. Thank you.

albert---While most of the stuff you said is probably true, no one really treats me poorly. What I'm really trying to do is view the world from a third-person person perspective, as opposed to looking through my own eyes, if you know what I mean. So although no one is mean to me directly, I don't try and be indifferent about it, I try to identify what's wrong with them...

By the way I am male.

Answer 1

No, you seem perfectly normal

Look-- your attitude is a lot like mine was at your age.

You're starting to see that the world around you isn't so peachy. As the rules change in life, you need to adjust your perspective accordingly.Conformity may seem less than ideal, and philosophically it is, but the longer you resist your world, the more resistance you'll experience from it.

What you're seeing is very real; people do "trample" each other in order to make life as easy as possible for themselves. This happens in the financial world every single day.

Balance. That's the best thing that can hope to find, and it's applicable to every realm of life. In this case, finding a balance between your ideals and those of others is what you should search for. I hope this helps.

Answer 2

I can relate to the negative feelings, and would say that there is a good chance you are smarter than most of the people you encounter. Just realize that. Everyone is here to learn a lesson or two. Why would you hate someone just because they aren't as intelligent as you? Not everyone will learn the same lessons in life, so don't worry about what other people do, you can't control them. Just realize you may be more mature than they are, and ask yourself what you could be learning from this experience.

You need to develop some positive attitudes/activities and start enjoying yourself. Joseph Campbell theologian/philosopher) said "The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are." Use your intelligence and choose to be positive. Its a choice. Listen to some Anthony Robbins tapes at you library, or read "Mans Search for Meaning" by Viktor Frankl. Its about a guy who lived through the holocaust with a positive attitude. Read it and you problems won't seem so big

Also, perhaps what you need are some older friends?
Good luck!

Answer 3

sounds like you have a bit of an anger issue. You despise your own family? You are 15?? What have you been through to judge anyone? Have you had to work 2 jobs to support a family? Have you ever worried about how you will feed your kids even though you work your *** off??? You need a dose of reality. Its easy to be a judgemental child while living at home and being totally taken care of. And you despise the people that support you??? Sounds like you should have had a really good spanking years ago. I feel sorry for you parents. You don't know anything. At 15, you don't know crap about real life. You live in a little shell that was created by your parents. Grow up and come back later when you know what its like to support a family and take care of yourself.

Answer 4

O.K. So lets get to it shall we, so you say that your a 15 year old but you havent mentioned wheter you are a boy or girl and neither does your name 'SILENTFOX12345' tell your gender but none the less a girl's or boy's life is similar. Now first of all how can you say that in your entire life you have hated everyone you know cos of course you havent died yet (so sorry, no offence). You can rid of your stress or depression by reading novels or strory books but with concentration. Now let me tell you this ' You are not abnormal or aggressive ' and I'm not saying this just to get 'BEST ANSWER' but to help you cos know what ? I too am a 15 year old and i am experiencing it. I know that sometimes people may call you 'proud' or 'oversmart' or 'sissy' and all that and these things can really effect your mental status and even i sometimes get depressed and stressful but i try to think about something else at that time. You and I as it seems see that the world is not very....very......lets say...good and such things may arise such as 'calling names' and all that so as to really break our mental peace to bits. I too agree with you that maturity does not come to us but we should go to it. Goodluck silentfox12345 to live your life. by the way are you from the ' SCOTLAND OF THE EAST '

Answer 5

That is not uncommon, mate. Not abnormal. Although less commonly seen. You see, actually you don't hate all people, you hate only the people you know, ain't it? You are finding someone who would not behave as others, who would agree with you, and will be as intelligent as you are. That is too hard to get unless you, yourself, gets soft on others.

You need a girl, mate. You desperately need to fall in love with someone. Not just any girl, but THE one. It will be hard to find, yeah, but you will find her who understands you. I did.

Forget about how other people behave, mate. You see, it's your life, and how you live it that matters, not how others criticise it. And yes, being only 15 means, although I hate to say it, you have a lot to learn. Especially that you need to learn indifference. At least that is one thing you don't know, otherwise you wouldn't have reacted like that.

Your heart needs taking care of, mate. Find someone who can do that, and find fast. And stop worrying about yourself -- it's already hard enough to be on top of something, be it a class or a woman!

Answer 6

personally i think not, being the 15 year old that i am but i do think that maybe you should try to get along with people a little bit with out changing your personality :D no, im not some richm snotty prep talking about crap i dont know....i also do what you do until about a couple months ago...&& no im not trying to say that thats a phase or anything that just you =] but i know what you are trying to say because adults do pull that crap mmk yeah there might have been drugs, peer pressure, sexual pressure, etc. but not to the extent that it is at right now....so adults...NO YOU DONT KNOW WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH UNLESS YOU ARE A TEEN NOW. NOT IN THE 60'S, 70'S, ETC. YOU DONT. even if things hadnt changed you arent dealing with our life good or bad..in general unless you share our exact life, are in our head, know our every single thoughts, YOU HAVE NO FRICKIN CLUE. o3o pft.

Answer 7

there is nothing wrong with you
this is a normal point of view of a 15 year old
im 15 in 24 days from today
maybe seeing a therapist,counsellor or something could change this

Answer 8

What are you bitching about now son?

And you still have friends with such a negative outlook on life?!?

Wow...

You're impressing me in a negative way.

That's impressive, lol!

You're scaring me and you're giving me a headache.

Good night!





P.S. I'm seriously starting to worry about you. You've got what it takes to become a serial killer in later life! Do you have a girlfriend? Do you come from a dysfunctional background?

Answer 9

You have a great deal of anger and part of it can be your age and part of it is being very unhappy with your life. Have you thought about counseling? A good counselor can help you get to the root of your anger and help you find out why you feel that way about everyone and then you can work on ways to overcome these feelings. Good luck

Answer 10

nothing wrong with enjoying life and being silly.. i'd loosen up. you may not understand why now, but you will in 10 years when you realize that back then in your teens were the only time you could be a kid... but you'll be definitely be better off then most of them (you can enjoy things and be silly and still turn things around and have a successful life too) , so it may be a fair trade off...