rock/alternative song that helps describe the way I feel with my situation. Help?

Question

I'm trying to find a song that describes how my b/f and I are uncertain of us being together in the future (because of something serious). And perhaps, how much I'm trying to work on our relationship...but I keep pushing him away. And how he doubts us being together in the future. Help?

Answer 1

Jon Butcher - Goodbye Saving Grace

Answer 2

It's older rock but it says what you described; Neil has been there.

I Believe In You, Neil Young

Now that you found yourself losing your mind, are you here, again? Finding that what you once thought was real is gone, and changing?

Now that you made yourself love me, do you think I can change it in a day? How can I place you above me? Am I lying to you when I say, that I believe in you; I believe in you.

Coming to you at night, I see my questions, I feel my doubts. Wishing that maybe, in a year or two, we could laugh, and let it all out.

Now that you made yourself love me, do you think I can change it in a day? How can I place you above me? Am I lying to you, when I say, that I believe in you; I believe in you.

Answer 3

I don't think it really goes with the subject... but try Pushing Me Away by Linkin Park. I hope u like it

Answer 4

I was gonna say the same.. pushes me away by l p...But it doesnt exactly describe your situation... u wanna be closer and this guy wants to break up.. that cu b drastical

I’ve lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I’ve tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
pushes me away

Answer 5

With This Knife by Smile Empty Soul.

Answer 6

float on, heaven forbid.