everytime i say, "ok ima stop!!!" and then i stop for like less than a week...i start to think about it and say to myself, "being ana(anorexic) is a getaway for me, its like home, its so adicting, it expresses who i am." omg!! i cant stop!i talk to my other anorexic girls on 43things.com and we discuss how good we are doing with our anorexia and stuff and post our stats and what we eat. I'm 13, turning 14 in march, 5'3 and FREAKIN' 132 pounds!!! when i first took interest in anorexia, i was 135, then i lost 10 lbs in 6 days, and it felt great! the hunger felt like a massage in a weird way..and idk! it crazy! i cant stop! and my fake fat az 300 pound friend told the school counslor, and he called my parents! i had to tell my parents that it was a joke so i wouldnt have to take counseling or whatever!! what should i do?! i dont want to be anorexic, BUT I CANT GO TO A DOCTOR!!!!
2007-06-12
22:27:44
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also...i'm SO worried about modelling! i was modelling! i used to model until i gained like 15 lbs extra bcuz i've been stuck in utah!
2007-06-12
23:48:25 ·
update #1