why am i having these horrible thoughts??? about killing my loved ones and the people i really care about? What am I? am i a murderer? i almost cry whenever i think of killing my loved ones, because i would never EVER do a thing like that... Im only 14 years old, what am I? a murderer? i dont want to be one, i only started thinking these thoughts not too long ago.im afraid that one day i will do it,but i WILL never every try and hurt my family... WHATS WRONG WITH ME??
2007-05-30 17:33:03 · 15 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
yes actually i was depressed a while ago but it went away. Its just this thought that wont go away
2007-05-30 17:39:09 · update #1
it makes me MAD thinking of these thoughts,and sometimes sad as well, im not going to do any of these thoughts that are in my head, i love my parents WAYYY to much to even try and hurt them
2007-05-30 17:42:51 · update #2
i pray to god everyday to get rid of these thoughts,hopefully they will go away soon
2007-05-30 17:46:01 · update #3
why was i born this way?? am i a mistake?? (i barely watch violent movies) the only people that i think are going to take me to a therapist is a counselor,because all my parents will say is it'll go away soon
2007-05-30 18:01:29 · update #4
any sort of depression can be tide over by faith in GOD and sincere prayer.
Your prayer is from your heart. Further You must have to understood the fact that God is present in our heart. This can be realised in meditation. Further we are the creation of our own destiny. As per Hindu sacred religion, we carry all good and bad deeds life after life. There is no end unless we pray for unification of self with the divineliness.
Hence there is always a possible way to complete mergence with God in this life by a simple and wonderful meditation
2007-05-31 00:53:27 · answer #1 · answered by Master 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sweetie, I think maybe these might be signs of depression. I have known people that have had sad dreams or thoughts because they are depressed. Maybe you should talk to your family members about this. Maybe they can help you and just tell them that you are really scared and its making you upset. Maybe they can get you a counselor or a psychiatrist or someone that could help you. Just remember that you are not a bad person for thinking this way because these might be symptoms of depression.There is a solution and these dreams will go away eventually with the proper help! I hope things wil get better! Just remember to keep every body's responses in mind and that you are not a bad person! Its really nice of you to care so much about this! Bye!
2007-05-31 01:05:46 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
First of all you need to get help as soon as possible. Ask your parents or school counselor about getting some therapy or counseling.
It does sound like you are depressed or going through some mental disorder. You want to be tested, evaluated, and maybe even hospitalized for a little while. Be careful of drugs cause some out there on the market make teens feel worse instead of better.
Your family doctor can even refer you to a good psychiatrist if needed.
But please seek out help from an adult you can trust as soon as possible.
2007-05-31 00:42:46 · answer #3 · answered by Cat 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Erick tis is a mental disorder it is curable and can be cured only if u c a very good psychatrist. If u r watching too much of murder movies i request u to stop it, and concentrate on ur studies and some good activities,keep ur self busy and u will get rid of all this thoughts.
2007-05-31 00:58:38 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Not to be or harsh or anything, I speak my mind, I'm pretty blunt with what I say, so here it goes....Are you into any cults or satanic things? That could jsut very well be the reason for all of your thoughts....Were you brought up to beleive in God? Weather you were, or not....I suggest that you pray to God about it....he'll help you out with anything and everything you need help with....I can send you a story I wrote about stuff like that, if you'd like? Well, thats my opinion and suggestion....Hope I helped! *hugs* well, if you pray to God everyday, then we will help you...in the mean time....Try doing some hobbies or reading a sood story to take your mind off this....*hugs* again....
2007-05-31 00:46:49 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
I don't think that makes you a bad person. As long as you don't act on these thoughts. But, don't take this all on yourself. You should talk to one of your loved ones about what's been going on with you. Or possibly a counselor at school. There are people that will help you understand. Just don't try to do it alone. Please.
2007-05-31 00:41:45 · answer #6 · answered by gypsyfeet 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Its probably the desire to escape. I have felt the same way at times, if I kill my mum then nothing will stop me from killing myself. We all have thoughts of things that we would never do its natural. To prevent yourself acting on these thoughts see a psychiatrist so you can find out the real reason behind these thoughts
2007-05-31 01:57:11 · answer #7 · answered by Deeney 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
First of all you are not a killer. When you sleep your subcontious goes into over drive and causeing you to dream. The dreams that you have are just your subcontious's way for trying to work through any problems you might be having. It is also a way for you brain to mak esure that everything is working right up stairs.
2007-05-31 00:42:04 · answer #8 · answered by tellallgirl 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sometimes thoughts like that get the best of us. I dont think anything is wrong with you but maybe just to be safe talk to an adult about it. I know its hard to being 14, but i bet theres someone you can talk to.
2007-05-31 00:43:33 · answer #9 · answered by Sarahcakes 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
o.o I have had the same thoughts. I agree with the first person...it may be depression or something along those lines. Talk to a therapist...They probably can help you the most.
2007-05-31 00:51:54 · answer #10 · answered by Brain 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋