No i dont?yes i do.HELP ME?

Question

Me and my long term gf,have been dating for 7 years.We're engaged rite now!The problems are,i dont know what happens to me,suddenly i felts like i dont deserve her.She is the way too good to me.too perfect for me.Too patient of me.
I'm a jerk!I ever cheated on her for so many times(even i cant counted how many times i did that to her).There are a lot of guys trying to get her.But she wont.
I just cant stand my feelin anymore.Why this feelin suddenly hit me?I felt guilty?
Is this call a true love?
im not doin any cheating on her anymore.since we're engaged
and yes i love her so.she is the best.She knew i ever cheat on her.I really really remember that nite,when she knew i cheated on her,she was crying crying crying.I thought she will break me up,but she DIDNT

Answer 1

be the best you can for her --- be there for her trust her be honest be faithful keep falling in love with each other --- enjoy your life together

Answer 2

I seems like not only do you love her alot but she loves you. So you should just be lucky you have that right there. And it seems like she is ready to get more serious while you are still out there at a party. So if you really want her you should make that choice too, and you won't feel so guilty.

Answer 3

dude go on with it. even if you have cheated and she didnt break up with you then shes forgiven you. and also saying that shes too good for you is just a sucky excuse everyone says. all people are created equal no one better than the other. get it in your head and have a great life with this girl

Answer 4

well fac eit; she LOVES you and if u arent cheating anymore then u deserve her. she obviously has strong feeling for u because she didnt leave you so gett married; start a family; and have fun!♥