I have just spent the last week in hospital. 8 days actually. On massive doses of Morphine. To control pain from a massive infection that has developed a cyst.
I used to be on more larger doses of Morphine in every shape and form 2 years ago+ but went 'cold turkey' and I know it was the 'wrong' thing to do, but got off of my pain killers.
I was NEVER SUFFERING FROM AN ADDICTION TO 'WANTING TO GET 'HIGH' my body just got so used to them that when I found a chemical free option I took it and gave these stinking chemicals up.
Now after a week my 'body' is so used to them again my 'body' not mind was possibly going to crave them when they stopped.
Today I was discharged home and the Doctor's and Nurses' were very aware of the addiction 'physically' fact they gave me a small dose, about a weeks worth if I'm really stingy, to combat this.
But already, as I am being stingy, the withdrawls are starting.
I will be seeing someone next week about having some support this time coming off.
2007-05-25
02:25:08
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But that's next week and it's already happening again.
Last time is too raw in my memory to even begin to think about how much it hurts all over again. But want it all out of my system. And need to do this.
Does anyone have any good suggestion/s or can offer support in getting off of this med again?
Anybody found something that really helps the pain of withdrawls? Apart from never getting hooked again!
My physical pain that I was taking Morphine in hospital is killing me also tonight as I should still be in hospital but had to leave for family reasons, so the 'cyst' pain is just adding to my torment.
2007-05-25
02:30:53 ·
update #1