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10th grade:
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


11th grade:
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Senior year:
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Graduation Day:
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later:


Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Funeral:
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love You

ok. yes im a girl but i didnt write this i thought it was a touching story so i posted it to see what people said no im not lesbian i am straight!lol i posted it to make a point never hold n e thing off!

Answer 1

wow

Answer 2

I am in the middle of the same experience currently. I had not spoken to her in 18 years, since primary school. I found her mums number on the Internet rang her mum. She remembered me. she gave me her daughters number and i rang her. When i spoke to her for the first time in 18 years i wore my heart on my sleeve big time I did tell her how i felt and that tears of joy were running down my face and it was mutual. But unfortunately she is engaged so i was the foolish person not to pipe up earlier. Could not have written it better myself. It is sad to have read this story even sad er to have experienced it first hand. But clearly better than wondering what if 10 years from now.

Answer 3

OMG! Good luck to you. AF is due too! I just had a FET 2wks ago and i go in tomorrow for my beta. I've had 4 failed IUI's and 2 failed IVF's and 1 miscarriage. Keeping my fingers crossed that 3rd IVF is the charm. I'm having these weird on and off cramps like AF is going to visit soon and spotted two days ago with one wipe and last night with one wipe also. I'm scared. Just making a wish on every star out there that tomorrow will change my life forever and i will finally achieve my goal of being mommy. Baby dust to you and me! let me know how it goes. :)

Answer 4

This is sad. This would make a great movie. This is why it is sooooo important to tell those we love...."I love you" before it is too late. Who knows what was missed in this relationship that never was. :( Thank you for sharing this. This could help someone else make a different desision. Good luck and God bless.

Answer 5

This is......touching...I dont know if it is real but anyway, I learnt something from it...

Don't wait till the day you regret...Go for the things we desire in life. Give them a try. You may not succeed after trying but at least you will have no regret and can stop yourself from keeping thinking 'I wish I did.../ What if.../ I thought it would be.....'

Those regrets eat people's lives bit by bit...

Answer 6

Thankyou

Answer 7

it's so sad that people dont tell eachother things like that. i mean you never know when someone is going to die or when you're going to see them again, or even what is going to happen tomorrow! thanks for posting this on here and spreading the love! lol
what did you think about the story?

Answer 8

What a sad story. Maybe it will encourage people to say what they want to say without waiting too long

Answer 9

ouch, that strikes a familiar note, only I did say it... Just everything else was wrong. Maybe in another life we find happiness huh? That is what I hope for

Answer 10

Tat is a sad story

Answer 11

What a beautiful, touching and sad story.