How do I get back the relationship I once had with God?

Question

I had a close relationship with God. I came to him 4 everything. I prayed & sowed a seed of faith 4 a baby b cuz that is what i desired. i bcame preg, & God provided me with abundace of things 4 my daughter. my labor & delivery went fine my pregnancy was great. me & my boyfriend was to get married, things were great. after delivery my baby was taken to childrens hosp for a very minor surgery.2 days later after her surgery the nurse accidently killed her by not rechecking a
proceedure. my baby was born jan 7 05 & live for six days and went with Jesus on the 7 day. I was so hurt. my new supervisor who came to my daughter funeral was trying in every way to get me fired,plus i was transitioning to my new apartment so i was alone in an empty apartment laying on the floor crying out to God to not 4 sake me till i fell asleep .It was so horrible i thank God he brought me a long way.I 4 give the nurse i no my baby is in heaven but now i have depresson that keeps me bound. I want God back. How

Answer 1

God bless, I am very sorry for your loss. I would think your hormones have a lot to do with adding to the depression you are feeling much less the terrible loss. I cannot say how God will help you in all this but I do know that He can take a bad thing and make something good come out of it. Remember the story of Paul and Silas when they were in prison and despite the circumstances they started praising God. when they did that all the prison doors were opened and the chains were loosened. That is how we are set free. I know you do not feel like praising God but just try to remember the good things that you have and slowly thank Him for those things. then remember How He has been there for you in the past. His word says draw near to Him and He will draw near to you. Imagine being cradled in His arms. He is waiting to love you and lift you up . All you need to do is ask HIM.

Answer 2

Yes: You forgave the Nurse,That is Good, Some People can"t
Demons will hold a person to a loss,If Person has Hate in Heart.You are going thru Depression, I would think that would
be A Normal thing, You will come out,I would go to God"s Word,Not just any but a Case like Yours that God delivered
a Person From.Not a time for studeing Prophecy.Two or more cases,when your thoughts would Drift back too Times in your Life when it was Rough, Read these Scriptures loud enough so You also Hear it.One other thing I will Pray for You.
Do You have A Person that you could ask to Pray with You?
I am talking about a Spirit Filled Believer,so much the better.
God knows where You are/ He hasn"t forgotten You": Feelings don"t count,Just talk to God/ You are very Correct
God will hold that Little One,He is Good at that.

Answer 3

First, you haven't any longer lost your salvation that is one ingredient that the daddy does no longer take returned locate convenience and risk-free practices in this. hit upon a retreat someplace that's Christian based for a three or 4 day stay. Time on my own for a extented time can help. undergo in innovations this would possibly not bypass unapposed by using the unseen enemy any attempt to reclaim your relationship with the daddy would be met with opposition yet no longer something you may no longer manage with prayer and the "desire to" to have that relationship returned.

Answer 4

Well you have had a very rough time of it, but you are seeking God. He is there and he Loves you. Hard as it is try just to seek him and not to dwell on the the big question of why this all has happened. Some things we will not know on this side of eternity. The best friend I had made in seminary suddenly died one day after class. I had to put the theory into practice all I had learned about God and human suffering. Cory (my friend) was a much better student than I was, and would have made a fantastic pastor, but God chose to call him home. I will never know the why on this side of eternity but I was glad I knew my friend.

On the practical point after dealing with the philosophical aspect of human suffering, the best way for a believer to restore their walk is to spend time in prayer and reading the Bible. I don't know about your church situation but if you are not active in a good Church find one. I would speak to the pastor about your situation so he can fulfill his pastor role. He can also alert folks not to try to you involved in activities before you are ready. We all handle pain and grief in our own way. Some people need to withdraw others need to get busy
No one way is right.

Answer 5

First and foremost, come to peace with yourself.

Keep in mind that the condition, "depression" is the work of the devil and is only a sheild to prevent you from allowing God back into your life.

God hears your cry, but you must fight the devil and remove the depression from your life and let God re-enter back into your heart. God will recleanse your soul to remove the sin, the anger, hurt, depression, and all of the other things are keeping you bound. He will lift you up.

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK HIM AND LET HIM LIFT YOU UP AGAIN.

God never left you.

Answer 6

Iam so sorry for your loss. I know what you are going thru. I lost my son also, he would be turning 13 this year. Please know that God has never left you. He has always been right there at your side. Reach out to Him thru prayer, empty yourself of the pain give it all to Him and know that He loves you.Please also know that your baby girl is right there with our Lord and Savior being loved and cared for by the angels, just as my son is and that we will meet them one day. I will keep you in my prayers. May God Bless you and guide you.

Answer 7

It says that God doesn't give us anything we can't handle. It also says to lay your problems at the feet of Jesus. (and this I know to be true) Prayer is the way we talk to God. Don't give up on prayer. Keep asking God for His help. I will also pray for you.

God Bless

Answer 8

Vermont Teddy Bear?

Answer 9

Prayer. Just because you turned away from God doesn't mean that he went anywhere. Repent(which means to turn from your sin AND turn to God). Hes waiting. Just get on your knees and pray.

Answer 10

seek him for a closer walk or meditate ask questions unto his holy spirit, and ask for forgivness....for not being married...for bringing life in the world without him...for going your own way....if u have ask for forgiveness don't mind this....just keep praying unto him, it is throw prayer a christian has his or her power