he was player from the start and i knew that. still, i started developing secret feelings for him. he started flirting with me and he asked me if i liked him. he asked me out. he started touching me and stuff. i was okay with him touching me. i don't mind. but i rejected him even htough i was so in love with him. i knew he was just playing around. still, i couldn't stop thinking about him. a few days later, a new girl came in. she was black, just like him and i was not. he started to flirt with her instead and he acted like he doesn't noe me any more. it didn't put me to any suprise since, like i mentioned, i knew he was a player. i'm usually one of those hard to get girls. it's hard for boys to win my heart and i hardly go out with the boys who has asked me out. but he's so different. it's not realy in his looks, but ... i don't how to say it. just something about him that's so exciting and dfiferent. but i really wanna forget about him now. i hate thinking about him. everytime i see
2007-05-12
17:24:24
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him in the halls, i feel so sick in side yet i wish he would just say something to me. i feel like a useless girl. so desperate. i'm so confused too. the whole school knows that i'm a lesbian. im shure i'm not. i just play around with girls and hugging them and ****. but this time it's real. and i really wanna forget about this boy. how? how do i stop hating him and loving him at the same time?
2007-05-12
17:24:43 ·
update #1