Ah well, everyone has it's up and downs.
2007-05-12 04:28:34
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answered by Jambek 2
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Yes. I have bipolar disorder and have experienced "manic suicide" episodes. I have learned however, that the issue is actually about some part of my life (illness, relationships, jobs, habits, whatever) that needs to "die", not my physical body literally. That there is some part of my life that is no longer working, and my mind knows this, and sends me the knowledge, but somehow the message would get all jumbled up, so I used to misinterpret it as "me" needing to die.
I am so glad I've been able to figure out the message behind suicidal ideation, and that I never did act on it before. I have not had an episode for several months, and it is due to the realization of what is actually happening. I am "paying attention" to my soul's discontent and trying to heed its guidance, change, let go of, move on to new things that make my life more cohesive and simlpified, to become what I really want it to be, relieving my feeling that life is too "overwhelming." Suicidal ideation is a reaction to one's unwillingness to look deeper at what is specifically making one miserable. Suicidal urges are "generalization" conclusions one cognitively makes (whether realistic or not) about personal, social, physical, and/or mental problems that have been ignored for too long. By looking at oneself with courage, getting specific and honest about personal circumstances, one will see what needs to "die," can work to change that part of their lives, and begin to heal, become whole again. Yes... fear is the culprit that needs to be faced and befriended in order to address the "issues". And to ask for help is a sign of the greatest courage of all. (Not implying that I assume you are suicidal because of your question. Simply getting the message out there to others that may be considering it.). ;)
Yes, I am glad I didn't... to die by misinformation is not the way to go.
2007-05-12 04:57:39
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answered by 'llysa 4
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I thought that life wasn't worth living at one time but now that my life has readjusted some I'm glad that I didn't quit. Having my little dog Babe has changed my attitude about going on in this world. She gives me unconditional love and that is what I need right now.
2007-05-12 04:30:50
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answered by wildirishrose19522000 5
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No. B/c I used say that people have much harder times and think about how many people would be hurt. Even your pet goldy (fish) would bbe like where are u. And even not I say I'm the only one who can make me happy fill me w/love. You gotta love yorself 1st before anyone else and before you can love anyone else. I am happy b/c I remember all of these things.
2007-05-12 04:30:10
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answered by Shannon A 2
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when I was 16...
my boy friend died in a head on collision
I was very heart broken first love you know...
I took an over dose,but woke up the next morning
my ears were ringing....
it was awful,today I am happy gonna be 42 soon
I have one daughter 25 and 4 grand children
girl 5,twin boys 2, girl 1....
I love my life today and am very happy to be alive ...
2007-05-12 04:38:21
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answered by ♥Saw Dust♥ 7
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yeah,i had a pistol to my head & my best friend knocked at the door just in time,it was strange because it was about 3:15 in the morn.then he talked me into going with him!(it was almost like he knew but i never told him even to this day)& yes i am glad i didnt do it,things are great now!
drugs & a nasty divorce
2007-05-12 04:31:04
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answered by Anonymous
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I tried to hang myself with blankets, but they came undone and I fell to the ground. I wish it worked but it made me feel even worse when I was still alive. This probably sounds pathetic but I got the idea from Britney Spears.
2007-05-12 04:29:57
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answered by Anonymous
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to the person that just said get help...
she isn't seeing that's the way she's feeling, she asked a simple question and I believe most people would have at least considered suicide
2007-05-12 04:30:00
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answered by Dancychikchik 3
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never tried suicide but felt doing so and that too quite often but the next breath itself i feel glad that i am able to breath and most of all that i am no coward and can face life.
2007-05-12 04:32:46
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answered by (:__loll__ :) 4
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Yes, but never tried hard enough. As to my happiness that I didn't, depends on the day.
2007-05-12 04:28:48
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answered by Anonymous
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dead........kind of
never born......no
suicide.....thought of it, almost tried it, but am sooooooooooo happy I didn't......life has a way of turning around, if this is aoubt you as polyannaish as it sounds, tomorrow is another day and what doesn't kill you does make you stronger....good luck.
2007-05-12 04:30:59
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answered by Anonymous
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