Well, firstly.. yeah I know I will sound mentally ill and a bit too ****** up but just read.
For the past few months, for some odd reason, I have a need to kill. Sometimes I think how much fun it would be to be two minutes away from killing a person, and a second before I do so, see his face full of horror and his facial expression, trying to figure out how he'd be felling in the inside knowing that he has less than a second of life left. Then just watching his life fade away through his eyes.
I, sometimes, see myself working on one hell of a massacre, lifeless corpses everywhere, my hands all red and a smile on my face.
Now, to the question... I certainly know this is not healthy, in fact I just sounded like a psycho, but the funny part is, I'd never kill a person.. So why do I have such disturbed, ****** up thoughts?
2007-05-09 02:18:26 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
Hum... not american
My Imagination you say? Then why don't I imagine myself as a superhero instead of a serial killer?
2007-05-09 02:26:49 · update #1
I'm also very happy about my life and my life style. I just get those thoughts out of the nowhere
2007-05-09 02:28:19 · update #2
Oh sweetie, I don't watch tv more than 10-15 minutes per day, no time for that!
Now go pay attention to your deaf child who needs you instead of wasting your time in the internet, loser =)
2007-05-09 02:41:05 · update #3
I think with more interspection you might be able to find the answer you seek. Each of us are driven by our own minds to do, say, think, and fantasize.
For instance. What do you feel when you see the horror on the person's face in your fantasy? Do you feel powerful? Do feel avenged, vindicated or justified?
When you see yourself with your hands soaked in blood and the smile on your face... Why did you smile? Satisfaction? Accomplishment? Revenge?
As you can see, there are lots of things that can cause you to fantasize and even take it further to "actively wishing", but the important part is that it's still fantasy and that you've expressed that it will never go beyond that.
Often such fantasies are products of feeling helpless, or treated unjustly without satisfying recourse or validation of the perceived injustice perpetrated against us.
I don't think you're "f*cked up". I think you're having fantasies that are so repugnant to you, and so far from your actual reality that it disturbs you. If you ever pass the fantasy stage, and start making solid plans, I think then you need to seriously and immediately get yourself to a professional who can help. If when you do more thinking, you find it's anger fueled, you may decide to check into anger management or healthier and less upsetting ways to express that anger, or to take control of things that seem beyond your control.
2007-05-09 03:15:14 · answer #1 · answered by Secrets of the Night 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
well a bit of rage anger and the need to be in control. What is going down in your life right now? Are things peachy or are you under a lot of stress? I know personally I want to take a baseball bat to some people and I can play the whole thing out in my head and I know what you are talking about when you mention the fear on the persons face. If you are frustrated with things maybe get some therapy or find an outlet or sport to get some of the anger out.
2007-05-09 03:29:54 · answer #2 · answered by b 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
hey, you are only human...ignore all the other people comments even if they think your statement is wierd. You probably just get really upset at people just like everyone else but for some reason you really take it to another level, and that is normal...but just remember to not let those hard feelings drive you to take action..if you feel out of control see someone or think of other ways to resolve the root of this problem..people will always get on our nerves and be rude and senseless but you can be the better person and get the help you need..but if you are on here asking us to help...then i think you need to seee someone, but don't take it too hard i'm sure you are a good person on the inside and people just need to get over themselves and stop ruining your life...please see someone though, you will be glad you did.
2007-05-09 02:43:16 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
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2016-10-15 04:37:21 · answer #4 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I used to have strange thoughts, very similiar to those that you are having...and I would never kill a person, either. Ummm...I can't really tell you why we think and feel these things, but I can at least tell you that you are not alone in this. I'm sure other people have just as screwed up thoughts as we do, but they would just never admit to them.
2007-05-09 02:24:51 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
I'm the same way sometimes. You just have the urge to dismember every single person in the room. The urge to bathe in their blood. Sometimes the only solution in that kind of situation is to invite some friends camping and come back alone.
2007-05-09 02:23:06 · answer #6 · answered by Jeremy D 2 · 1⤊ 4⤋
STOP WATCHING T.V! T.v messes with your mind. Get help and a job loser.
2007-05-09 02:35:50 · answer #7 · answered by Tina D 3 · 1⤊ 2⤋
i think you need to go see a doc. you need someone to talk to. are you unhappy all the time?
2007-05-09 02:27:12 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 1⤋
Maybe youve been watching to many sick films recently - I suggest you stick to watching comedies :-)
2007-05-09 02:26:18 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 2⤋
well i think you have these thoughts becuse you live in the most ****** up country in the world ....the united states!
2007-05-09 02:23:10 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 3⤋