I'm running out of reasons that why shouldn't I dedicate an everlasting peace to myself?

Question

The only reason that keeps me from doing this favor to myself is my family because I don’t wana hurt them, but it is getting harder and harder to take the pain anymore. Pain of living in a f Islamic country while I’m not a Moslem anymore, pain of seeing the women and girls of my country being treated like slaves while I deeply believe in their equal rights, pain of watching the savage governments of my country destroying every thing that has left; every one in this country is desperate and sad, and I guess my biggest problem is that I lost the god in the middle of the way, so now I have nothing or no one to give me hope or willing to live. My father and mother are both conservative Moslems and they always blame me for protecting my sisters rights. I’m really sick and tired of foolish argues with my parents about my sister, and I’m really sick and tired of this life.

Answer 1

OK! First let me say that you may have lost God but he did not lose you! He is always there waiting for you and watching you. This whole thing with your family and your sister sucks sorry for that. You can't help where your born. Believe that there is a plan set for you and it is yours to follow. You may be one of the generation that gets to change the way your parents people think. I have a strict thought about suicide and that it is the chicken way out. Don't punk out on life embrace it, love it and love yourself and most of all love God because he loves you! Don't be afraid to pray, He hears your thoughts. Hit me up if you need to talk.

Answer 2

There is only ONE God--- unfrtunately, alot of people don'tthink of God as a forgiving presence and benefactor; and much has been perpetrated in His name.There is no peace in suicide, only the anguish of unfinished business.Know that if God had anything to do with this conflict it would hve been resolved long before it started. Until the world's leaders realize that the path to peace has nothing to do with misery, madness, and mayhem we, as a race of human beings, will continue to perpetrate this example of what happens when we allow our lower natures to make our decisions instead of allowing our "Higher Nature's", which are the followers of The Most High and Merciful to guideus ALL to the peace that surpasses all understanding.

Answer 3

I'm wondering how old you are..Are you old enough to move out on your own because if you are that is your answer move out and start living life the way that you choose to..If you are not old enough to move out yet then you simply need to hang in there until you are old enough to move out.Life is definately worth cherishing and living just remember that this time in your life will pass and thing's WILL eventually get better..Good Luck & Best Wishes.

Answer 4

dear paradise, you write:"you lost god in the....": well, you might feel that you have lost God, however, know this, our Lord has NOT lost you paradise. so, this is simple....P R A Y..
simply pray. turn all your pain to our Lords attention, once again, and then find your peace of mind thru these prayers.
that simple.
ok
may God be with you and yours.....

Answer 5

DON'T QUIT! for if you will..you lost your chance of winning what you think is right.go to a place where you can find peace for yourself and your family or at least yourself first..NEVER quit GOD! YOU deserve the peace you want .start with YOURSELF.If you think you have nothing or no one left.. you have forgotten..you still have tho most important person to start with....YOU..Good luck!

Answer 6

If you're talking about suicide.. DON'T DO IT. If you want equal rights and all that, move to America. It's tough, man. You don't want to hurt you're family, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. Take you're sister with you, if she wants to go.

Answer 7

join the army

Answer 8

You have to try to get out

Answer 9

Find Osama and kill him.