I never truy understood my self.My self. i was born out of unwilgnessl i could never understand.then i came into this world.like a lost sheep i stood among the crowd lost indeed and as i grew little by little . i realise i was on my own and i needed to find guidance.i grew up in a society ruled by social classes.Where the rich and thenhead were taken as big and good examples and we the young and the inferior and the weak were expectede to follow their command and follow blindly/Living in such a society that this was deeply palnted. i blindly followed. yet i knew somehwere something was missing and wrong.
I live ina household where these values were strictly followed.Yes i followed a certain religion catholicthism.yet deep down as i progress with my life and my faith i knew there was something wrong.The christain faith speaks about librety freedom hope and love-these values closely innterwined with some of the western values and liberal societies one can find today.Christanity did not give me a chance to practuce these values in pratical as in the end the househoild was dominated by the values of society
As i grew up, initially i blindly followed what i learnt in my household even at the expense of myself=my young and innoncent pride my humanity..slowly it erroded away.and because of these values, i came to submit humbly and became weak.Slowly i became weak confused adn lost.Were the people who taught who indocrinanted me with good actually teaching me evil.How could i know if it was the act of Satan
And so the life's experience i ahve experienced gave me a deepsight and led to my conclusion that i amy have been right. all these times those hyproctrates were preaching one thing and saying another. i tried to reason out voing out my right but as a subject of the weak of this society,i was silenced.a nd so i realised that at iun the end it was about power money and glory.if u were powerful u could do what u wnat even silencing someone u dont like
and this came even true when i was bullied and needed their support and help.Not only did they not pratice what they preach they even tried to start a moral debate-as to even if i started first.truly blood is thicker than water,It runs well indeed.......
So finally the voices( trutha nd elightment) told me that those sunjects and characters were shady and not much different from murderers crimminals.Jesus once said u have committed alduetry even without physically doing so by looking at someone lustfully u have done so.It was the same value as those ohysical and brutal crime
I finally knew the truth but what could i do.I was weak i lived ina materialistic society where everything was governed by dollars and cents. so i dceided to work hard for your education and steathily climb up the ladder increase youe wealth and status and used that to spread what u ahve beleive -that is freedom and librety , hope and love.These are things no money can buyt or any false values or pretencious values under the context can buy
During this time i was under a period of hinernation, it was sad , lost and painful.i raelise that i was going to be that phrophet welcomed by many rejected by his own hometown
I ahve come to accept this.I dont lose.afterall my self was innoncent and precious.and along i met many people and friends whom i ahve coem to respect , learn and love so much and they too respected me incraesing my dignity with me.I keep their contacts with me still
But the journey is not complete the sacifice the test calvary has not come yet.It will be complete when i make the decision break loose and life te life i was promised to.a nd till then it will remain false and pretencious for knwoing the real truth and the aflse lies are one thing acting is another
Till then i will continue to live by this values.my body is weaka nd i do not know how much i do ahve to live.i do wish to go.but my body does not free me
Freedom, Librety hope love peace by these values i stand for and not all those pretencious values whioch resemble liek good but are actually hideously evil in nature.the work of satn i say
This is my lifestory so fari wish i could tell u mroe but this is all i can muster
2007-04-18 21:41:36
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answered by legolas g/Frederich 4
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Family
2007-04-18 21:11:01
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answered by Kandie 5
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expensive sister If purpose of the assembly is to get to comprehend one yet another for the purpose of marriage, then presented some standards are met, then this variety of assembly may be deemed to be suitable. they might meet in public presented: * they are no longer in a state of KHALWAH (the two being on my own with out everyone having get right of entry to to them) at any time. (This incorporate whilst a guy a female are on my own in a strengthen), * This assembly does no longer represent or carry approximately any haraam alongside with grimy jokes, lustrous look, etc. no longer to point touching or preserving of palms. * this way of assembly might desire to be constrained. it would desire to no longer be ongoing, yet might desire to be constrained as and whilst had to realize and set up an expertise for this purpose of the assembly. for sure, contained in the suitable, Islam encourages the area performed by using the intermediaries from the two components in such situations to hold some extra desirable degree of acquaintance and expertise between the two events. hence that's priceless to and inspired to have such conferences arranged with the presence of a 0.33 social gathering to verify that no haraam is fallen into. there's a hadith which states that "No 2 (i.e. a guy and a female) come jointly except the Shaytan is the 0.33 member of that assembly." for this reason the presence of the 0.33 social gathering in such conferences might, InSha'Allah, power the evil far off from the assembly.If incase u do choose for to fulfill him, its extra useful u take alongside a chum.
2016-10-03 05:51:31
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answered by ? 4
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Spaghetti Westerns
2007-04-18 21:16:41
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answered by Andrew 6
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My family.
2007-04-18 21:13:28
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answered by Meeya 7
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Family &self
It comes only by nature.
Line of conduct can Manage/Make/Modify with heart .
More and more ...We grow up with hurts and senses.
Therefore We have lots of reaction with conscience.
This reactions help to give shape our moral values .
Learning's soul is conscience.
not school.
2007-04-18 21:10:49
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answered by * 4
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Definitely family.
2007-04-18 21:10:57
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answered by Logan and Ella's Mommy 7
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family
2007-04-18 21:15:28
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answered by Anonymous
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family
2007-04-18 21:10:07
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answered by Leveler 6
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It comes from your family. It always comes from your family. Its just the way things work.
2007-04-18 21:10:51
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answered by John 1
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