2007-04-14
06:26:00
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silverwolfstar
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Health
➔ Mental Health
Surprisingly for myself, I have been on anti-depressants and benzos for at least 8 years now. Prior to that, I didn't even now I suffered from depression, PTSD, anxiety, etc. I thought I was doing well all those years. I raised my kids (still am), I've held great jobs, I'm a nice person (so people say). I did notice that I would do what I call "freak out", by hiding myself in the closet and rock back and forth crying/screaming so no one could see or hear me, but I just thought it was because I don't like myself much and if I made a mistake, I certainly didn't want my kids to see my reaction, much less know about it. Apparently I wasn't as stable as I believed. I ask this question because I have had a few psychiatrists, but they don't seem to listen or "hear" me. Its as if before I walk in the door for 45 min. appt. that is actually only 15 minutes, there is a scrip written (which I don't get the chance to say, I've used that, doesn't work), and again as everyday, I know I'm not heard
2007-04-14
06:34:40 ·
update #1