I beated my bro...?

Question

My brother is 8 and im 15, I guess I got so fed up with him hating me and disrespecting me... I hit him by accident when we where playing a game with his cousin, he over reacted as he fell down to the ground.I tried to help him up but he was screaming and kicking me, I got angry and so I kicked him. He went inside the house as he was murmuring, I threw a racket and hit his left leg but it was just partially, but he fell down again over reacting, I tried telling him that it was just an accident.But he is always like my cousin now- who is 10 and acts the same over a tantrum but I dont want my brother growing up becoming like me.As my brother kept on screaming and saying words I did not even hear from him, I became really angry and that I hit him on his head, I told him in anger "I am so angry i'm gonna kill you" he told me he doesnt care, again I tried telling him that it was an accident but he doesnt listen as he told me to shut up in a scream so loud.So I punched him a couple of times to his head and to his stomach, but those punches were out of control. I couldnt control myself, there was my stress with it I guess, and I seemed pleased by how hard I threw them at him, as hard as saying a simple sorry to him, I lost control of myself... I tell myself that these things that I cannot foresee, I will live by this a cursed memory in which will remind me of my cruel self that I tried to shift.

Or will try.



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professional help? sounds expensive! a love one? I cost of little value.

Answer 1

You need to get some help man.. At least talk to a professional or a loved one..

Answer 2

okokokko! calm down everybody! dont panic! *screams*. . . ok now that we got that out of hand. . . lets see, you have a sucky brother that seems to be a wimp. don't play with him any games that might inquire physical activities that might get him hurt in any way. also, do your parents know that you beat the living daylights out of your little brother?!? the link doens' t work. i see here, a kid. . . he sees his bigger brother as manipulative and violent. do you want him to grow up thinking like that? i suggest you stop playing those types of games i mentioned above and stick to playing with a ps2 or something with him. and if he starts crying cuz you beat him, let him win next time. its about not snaping and beating him that matters. . . not who wins. so. . . i suggest you buy him a present and tell him you are sorry, then leave him be. he's eight years old..he won' t really understand whats going on. leave him alone for a while. he sounds like a spoiled wimp..not to insult..but you will need to take that info into consideration before you play a game with him so that you know what the outcome will be. btw. screw counseling and therapy. unless your like this with everybody dont' waste your money to fix a problem you don't have.

Answer 3

you story sounds just like a day in my house with my 2 older boys they fight like that all the time but.... your brother is so much younger and smaller than you if you do not gain control of yourself you are going to really hurt him and how will you feel then what if you end up killing him by hitting him in the head what will you do then ?? you are almost a man and he is a small child the way you hit him is not right you have to find a way to control yourself what will happen when you have a wife and kids and they make you angry will it be OK to hit them to ?

Answer 4

Hes not overreacting. you have an anger mangemnt problme and you need help ( like the others have said here)

Answer 5

If you are not making it up you are a bully and should seek help.

Answer 6

hey you got no problems, dude, you just did what you thought was right, right?~ you were only tryin to shut him up.
its cool, dont sweat it

Answer 7

you are a bully