Do God hate me?

Question

Why is he making my life so miserable. People are using me for money. I have nothing. I owe Chicago State University over 5 Thousand dollars. My job is writing me up every time I am absent. I am about to get fired for being absent. Why is my life have to be so miserable

I got into a car accident and got my license taken away from the police for the next 5 months. My water jug broke at work yesterday. I am fat and overweight. My life is so miserable.

I have a broke down raggedy car, why does God treat me the way he does?

I am a good person.

Maybe God wants me to die
Maybe I should die by committing suicide.

Answer 1

What are you really asking in this question?

I believe that you are blaming the wrong being. God did not do this to you.

You may own Chicago State money but they did provide you a service for a price. You said you'd pay the price when you signed the entrance papers. Who fell down on that deal?

Your job is writing you up for missing work? Why are you missing work? Are you sick/ill or are you skipping work? You were hired to do a job. If you're gone and you cannot do the job .... what is the employer to do?

SUICIDE IS NO ANSWER TO THESE PROBLEMS. No one is persecuting you and especially not God. Life has rewards but they do not come as an entitlement.

The only gift is one we do not deserve .... that is the grace and forgiveness of God.

Answer 2

Commit suicide if you want, but be aware that when you get to heaven you're going to have to give an account of your life. Why are you overweight? Is it because God's being tough on you or because your excersize and eating habbits are not productive to being thin? Why are people using you for money? Is it because whenever they ask you for money you give it to them? Why do you owe Chicago State University over $5000? Is it because God is being hard on you, or because you took some classes that you took out a loan for? Did you miss work because God is being hard on you, or you just didn't feel like going to work? If it was because you were sick, what did you do to get well once you were sick, and did you do anything to prevent illness? Why did the police take your license for being in an accident? Were there drugs or alcohol involved? Were you speeding? The police don't take someone's license for no reason. Your water jug broke (a thing made by man) and you want to bash on God for it?? If your car is broke down and raggedy, why do you not attempt to replace it with something better? And does that even matter since you don't have a license for a few months anyway? If you truly believe that all of these things are the result of God bashing on you, I would think the last thing in the world you would want to do is die and have to face Him. Buddy, get over it, get over yourself, put your faith back in God and quit blaming Him for the results of your own behavior. These are all things He has give you the ability to change in yourself. Like most things, however, He's not going to make you do what it will take to change them.

Answer 3

the CSU $$ is probably cuz you took classes? your choice, God didnt do anything there

you are absent from work why? pretty sure those choices are also yours.... not God's decisions

if your license was taken away, you were probably at fault for the accident.... so that wasnt God's fault either

you are overweight why? did God make you that way? or is it from the choices you made in life?

What have you done for God lately? besides blame Him for everything gone wrong in your life? Have you worshipped Him... have you prayed for forgiveness and for strength and help? Have you helped another living soul to make life better for them, and maybe for yourself?

Stop the blame game and start taking responsibility for your own actions

Answer 4

God is only love! He cannot hate. Even when you are at your lowest, God loves you and is with you.

That being said, sometimes God does allow evil in our lives. Go to your Bible and read the book of Job. Job was a good and righteous man at a time when there were not a lot of good and righteous men. God allowed Satan to test Job by taking away everything good in his life. His possessions, his family, everything.

God did not want there to be evil in the world, but when sin came to be in the garden of Evil, there was no going back. The gift of faith allows us to believe that even though evil happens to us that God doesn't *want* evil to happen to us and that He will send us the strength and grace to accept what is happening to us if we rely on Him through prayer.

Are you currently in school? If so, please go see a counselor at your student health center. They are there to help. And if you go to church, go speak to the priest or pastor there. Open yourself up to friends and family and ask for their help and prayers. I will pray for you as well. I'm glad you had the strength to ask this question - that is a step in the right direction.

Answer 5

No suicide! I was there myself. IM me or e-mail me. Maybe I can help you figure this out. Okay? This is too serious for you to depend on good answers from strangers on YA.

Give me a message about yourself, okay?

Answer 6

i can't think of anyone or any god who would want you to committ suicide, i certainly hope you would reconsider. you say you are a good person, start over from there. why are you always late or absent?

talk to tube, e-mail them or sonething, they sound like they can relate and help

Answer 7

Try getting to work on time for a start

Baby steps ...

Answer 8

Most of that is stuff that you can fix (getting on time.) God doesn't hate you. He loves you, otherwise he wouldn't have created you.