Does God want me to die?

Question

Why did he make my life so miserable, obviously he wants me to die.

I got into a car accident and I hit a 2006 Mercedes Benz.
I don't have a timecard for my job.
I have my license taken away for the next 5 months.
The police gave me both copies of the ticket, so he doesn't know where my license is going to

I have a courtdate in 5 months. I have to go to.

I owe Chicago State University $4605.00. and they constantly adding on interest. They add on $150.00 a month.

I owe my credit cards $2210.00, and they are harassing me for money.

I work at UPS, and I make $8.50 a hour, and I only have $200.00 in my bank account.

I have a raggedy and broke down 1997 Nissan Altima. It is so raggedy and broke the door is bent and I can't get inside my car.

I think God wants me to die and one day I will give him his wish.

Answer 1

Why would you think God has anything to do with all that?

Sounds to me like you made some poor decisions, made some mistakes and now you're paying for them.

Why would you blame God? You've only to look in the mirror.

Answer 2

There are a lot of people and a lot of suffering in the world. You are here to learn from it and to get through it. If you wish, God can support and help you through it, or not, if you don't wish it.

Car accidents happen every day, and people get though all of the hassles and inconvenience. You haven't said that the other person or that you were hurt in the accident. Be happy and feel blessed for that. A lot of people who had accidents the same day you did weren't so lucky as you were.

If you don't like your job start actively looking for another one. And try to remember that there are many who have no job at all and would love to have a place to earn money everyday, any money at all.

If you are nervous about the court date try to talk to someone there about what you can expect when you go. If you can't do that try to find a lawyer who will give you a consultation, or maybe an organization in your community that can set up a meeting with a lawyer for you for free or a small fee.

If you are overwhelmed with your debts try a debt counselor (NOT the ones that offer you loans). They can usually negotiate with credit card companies and such and get then to cut down or eliminate any interest and get your payments down to a manageable number.

And honey if your car can go be happy! I don't have one and would love a little put-put that would get me where I need to go. And you can always budget so that you can save to get a newer (not necessarily 'new') car.

I think that God wants you to see that your life is full of possibilities. Its funny from where I am I see a lot of hope for your future in what you say. Maybe that's what God wants you to see?

Answer 3

It's all a test of your resolve and stamina.

Tough times don't last, but tough people do.

If you can face this mountain, everything else you do will be easy.

Your first step is to take another job. Nothing wrong with having 2 jobs, you made the bills you must pay for them.

Your debt load isn't that incredible, you simply need to manage your money better.

You should be paying $200 a month on each bill, that's 400 bucks for both. You will have to take a second job to pay them off, it wouldn't be a good idea to file for bankruptcy or anything because you will scar your credit for years.

You had your license taken away? Were you DUI?

Pull yourself together, because if you don't it's not going to get any easier.

Answer 4

Life gets tough sometimes. You're not the only one. Think about specific things that you are thankful for...like your ability to work and get up in the morning.

My friend hit hard times recently financially; he had to sell his car. His son had to be moved to a school for learning disabilities. Also, his dog bit his neighbor and he had to pay the medical bill and pay to have it confined for 10 days. The neighbor was OK. But, everything was happening at the same time. Good times come and go. That is just life for everyone. Hold on to the good times and allow the bad times to make you a better person. God is still in control and knows what your needs are. Trust him to provide and give your worries to Him. Later, when you are through these hard times, you can help someone else who is going through difficulties.

If you are so bent on ending your life, have you thought about how you will do it? It may not be that you truly want to die, but that you want your situation to change.

You need the help of a professional and if you are seriously contemplating suicide, contact 1-800-SUICIDE. Also, get in touch with someone local, such as a pastor, a Christian counselor, a doctor, or a mature Christian friend.

Answer 5

Did God tell you to spend all this money that you don't have? I don't think so. You should learn to be more responsible and live within your means. I know it's not always easy, but at least try. Then you will see an improvement. God doesn't want you to die over finances. Can't you do some work on your car yourself like pound out the door? Do you go to church? Is there someone who knows about cars and managing money that can help you? Good luck.

May God Bless you.

Answer 6

Yes, he does want you to die. That's why you were born. Everyone that lives, dies.

Seriously, you sound very lucky to me. A lot of people die in car accidents, but you didn't. You have a job. Your license has not been revoked, just suspended. They could have put you in jhail until your court date, but let you go on your own recognizance. You had the benefit of an education at CSU. Some corporation loaned you $2210, and you have $200 in the bank. It's also good that you don't have to take the bus everywhere you go...

so cheer up. The glass is alway half full.

Answer 7

Keep working at UPS, and quit spending your money like you have a good job. At UPS, you will get a raise soon, and will be making about 9.50 or more within about 3-6 months. Just realize the mistakes that you have made, and work to avoid them in the future.

And for the answer to the question, NO, God doesn't want you to die otherwise he would have killed you. Not everything is all peachy just because you believe in God. Sometimes you have to put in some of the effort for yourself.

Answer 8

Please do not think God wants you to die. You are just having bad luck and alot of people have that. Look at the fact you have a job and a car.These things are bad but in time things will get better. I know because I 've been in your shoes. At least no one has died and you seem healthy. Do you have friends and family? Try to focus on things that are good in your life.It doesn't sound like there is anything in your life that is so bad that it can't get better. Ask the Lord to help you and have Faith that he will. Is there anyone to ask for help? Go to a counselor or maybe talk to a Pastor to see if there is anything they can suggest to help you.Ask friends and family for help.Maybe look for a different job I am in debt also and I know alot of people are. Things are hard these days for alot of people.Take comfort in knowing that other people are as bad off or worse than you but life can change overnight so just hang in there. Good luck

Answer 9

God does not want you to die.
It is the enemy that comes to kill, steal and destroy.
God loves you and in NO way is causing any of these bad things to happen to you.
God wants you to prosper, to be happy and have a wonderful life. He wants to bless you, and He has a purpose for you.
You DO make your own decisions though. God is always there to help, but you have the ultimate decision when it comes to what you do.
What were you doing when you got in your accident? If you got the ticket...then I assume it was your fault? We all make mistakes, but it is never God's fault.
You owe money..again...you made the decisions that set you up to owe money. God wants you out of debt and prosperous. Did you know that the word debt originally comes from the word "death?" It is never God's will that we owe money. Sometimes we have to borrow, but we should never be mad at God when we have to pay it back, including interest.
The job you have is not God's fault either. Have you tried looking for something else? Have you prayed and asked God to reveal to you where He wants you to work? Do you believe that you are worth more than that? Are you thankful for what you Do have?
There are a lot of basic principals that will help you out a lot once you know them. I know of a great minister, who has a great website where you can listen to free sermons. There is a lot of teachings on prosperity there. If you are interested, let me know.
God loves you.

Answer 10

Now don't go suicidal over here. Your having a tough time right now, God or no God it happens to everyone at some point (ok not everyone but everyone I know has had strings of bad luck and if you choose to go to college your asking for debt when you get out) you can get out of this string of luck its just going to take time and a lot of work if you are really in financial trouble there are people who can help. Look into it before you go and do somethign irrational.