emotionalyy numb?

Question

because i am scared of reailty and cant feel anything and lost contact withmyself weed is the only thing that makes it all go away and lets me feel again except when i am high everything is to scary for me to deal with but not always. now is there some sort of medication that will do the same effects weed does that i can get so i can gradully fix myself slowly

this makes everything difficult because my thinking is changed aswell which means no imagination no concentration no zonning in on things its like im not in my body or mind anymore

also ive been like this since i was 14 hit puberty im now 20 its getting worse as I get older

Answer 1

I understand what you mean, I've never had weed personaly, but the way I fight that feeling of a lack of reality is to keep moving I live my life teh best as I can, I work hard, I play hard. If I stop and give myself time to think I scare myself. Take up reading, when your engrossed in a book you don't have time to think about the rest of the world.

Answer 2

Isn't that why people do alcohol and drugs is to escape reality? People chase all kinds of escapes in this life. Why don't you try a relationship with JESUS? It is better than any high. It is possible you need a christian councilor to understand why you want to escape. Drugs open the door to demonic oppression and possession in peoples lives. Turn it over to Jesus and he will save you.

Answer 3

You really should speak to a doctor about this - as he/she can diagnose why you are afraid of reality. Valium, Xanax, Klonopin, Ativan, etc. can help somewhat - but you probably need some therapy to get to the root of your fears.
When you do, the fears most likely will disappear.

Answer 4

well there are many different medications that might do lots of things to help you. they don't make you feel high per say but they help take the edge off and so does therapy. so you should go to a doctor and talk with them and see what they dan help you figure out.