Is it wrong to feel this way?

Question

This is quite a depressing subject.
I have a younger cousin who's just turned 14 last week. We've always been very close since we were little, been on holiday together any everything. Shes been depressed for a few years now and extremely suicidal. She has overdozed countless times! Also she has tried to hang herself a number of times one of which I had to climb that tree and cut her down. It hurts me so much to see her like this i love her so much.. and shes so young!!
Anyway i often have dreams of her being successfully suicide.. again me finding her! Sometimes i feel like she would be happier and in a better place if she ever ended her life. It would brake my heart obviously and our families too. I feel guilty and sad to think this. Is it???

Answer 1

geez, thanks for ruining my day

arm and hammer

Answer 2

i understand where you are coming from as far as she may be in a better place if she was successful at her attempts, but really it is more lonely to be living in Hell, than here on Earth. I was suicidal for many years, but unsuccessful. I am grateful now for life because God has a plan for me. I still battle with depression and anxiety almost on a daily basis, but with time the wounds will heal.
Instead of thinking that she may be better if she is successful, be there for her as much as you can. And let her know that you are always here for here. Best of luck to ya.

Answer 3

u want the best for her and you got her best intrests in heart, you should talk to her let her know tht you are there for her ask her what the problem is
just dont let her commit suicide
if u can go away from a few weeks with her and make sure she enjoys herselfif she does commit suicide it will ruin her parents and all the people who love her lives

Answer 4

Well it isn't good to think that but hey sometimes we can't control our thoughts, try to talk to her, let her know that she can always count on you, try to find out what makes her feel suicidal, don' badger her though if she doesn't want to talk give it time. I tried to kill myself when I was twelve, it may be school, but just let her know she can trust you andbe trustworthy.

Answer 5

it seems you are having a quite normal emotion; her distress would be over for earth. go and talk to a professional or call one of those hotlines to see how you can best help her.