I have heard some pretty crazy testimonies on how people accepted Jesus Christ, and I want to know yours...big or small. I will put my testimony on how Jesus healed me...I really do not have one on how I was saved because I was saved when I was seven...but it is good none the less
2007-03-27
19:55:14
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well it starts about 5 years ago when my dad left my mom. Now, I really didn't know why he left her for a while, but I still hated him for it. I had such a strong bitterness towards him. However, I did what you are not supposed to do, keep it inside and not let anyone know how bad you felt. Then about 2 and 1/2 years ago I learned about the real reason why he left my mom instead of all the bogus reasons he would give me. He got a new girl friend and had one for a while before he left my mom, but we were still willing to take him back. I even met the girl before I knew who she was to my dad. If I met her when I knew I would have stabbed her to death or something like that. Now that I knew about this I had utter rage against my dad and would fantasize about killing him and his Girlfriend about every day. Such horrible ways that I cannot even begin to describe...after a while I would also think about killing myself.
No one knew how bad I felt at all,
2007-03-27
19:55:51 ·
update #1
that was mostly my fault for keeping it all in. Sure my mom knew I was sad and mad, but not to the extent that I was at. All I could say is Satan just loved how mad I was at him and how badly I wanted to kill him. I was convinced that I either had to kill him or kill myself.I couldnt kill another person so 3 months ago on December 26th I prayed to God," I really cannot take this anymore God, I pray that you forgive me for any sins I have commited and that which I am about to do, God if you are willing to give me the peace that you promise, send my mom down within the next minute or I will strangle myself" so I waited...30 seconds went by....40 seconds by...so on about 50 seconds I wrapped my belt around my neck and started to strangle myself...about 4 or 3 seconds left to go...my mom comes in, lol apparently my dad called and wanted to talk to me...if it wasn't for the person I hated most on earth, my mom would have been folding laundry and I would be dead right now...God used my
2007-03-27
19:56:18 ·
update #2
God used my enemy to save me...so I went to a Christain counselor and I learned that my unforgiveness is the root of my bitterness. I learned that I have to forgive my dad for what he did. Well I decided to give it a try...so we worked through it for about 2 months and by the end I had completely forgiven my dad...I let go and let God :) I know that God will deal with my dad, and anything that I would want to do is just destructive to myself. I have stopped going to counseling because I am completely healed...she said I am so impressed that you have come so far in 4 months" and I corrected her and said it was only 2 months and she was just shocked that I amde a recovery so quickly...
Now, I my own faith and personal walk has grown with God, and I see my dad growing closer to God every day...only God can take a hopeless situation and make it whole
2007-03-27
19:56:43 ·
update #3
well I know Testimonies are not important...I just like to hear how people came to Christ...I have heard some crazy unbelieveable stories
2007-03-27
20:08:37 ·
update #4