At least I think somethig is wrong. Last year I had one of the top 3 GPA's in my grade. But this year, I failed four classes. I don't know why. Maybe I did it on purpose. I did want to prove to myself and others that there was more to me than just school. But grades were so important to me and now they aren't.
I don't really care where I go to college. And I gave up on the dream I had to become a doctor. I can't see myself in 5 years or anything. It's like I don't care about anything at all. Including family.
I don't know how I'm feeling most of the time. And I took about 7 advil at once one night. I didn't want to die, wouldn't care if I did. I liked knowing that if I wanted it to be over, I could end it.
I don't have an eating disorder, but I like that my Mom and my friends think I do. So I don't eat.
I do have a really bad self-image. And sometimes I believe that I'm not a real person or that there is something so different about me than everyone else.
2007-03-27 09:02:32 · 4 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
I'm 17. And nothin tramatic has happened to me in the last year. I've gone through tough things like everyone else.
I was in foster care since I was 4. But not real bad ones. My Mom had mental problems. I do feel bad sometimes because I have cut her out of my life completely. I was adopted when I was 13. I had to put my brother in a group home. Me and My other Mom aren't getting along at all. She controls me completely and I can't wait to leave. Everyone who claims to love me doesn't know me. I don't even know me. And that's what I want more than anything. I want to find out who I am.
I'm so confused but I am going to talk to someone.
2007-03-27 09:08:50 · update #1
i think u have low selfesteem
2007-03-27 09:06:51 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Please ignore "Dr. Freemason." He posts the same answer to everyone's questions.
You are depressed. Sounds like something happened? Breakup? Parents separate? And you probably do have an eating disorder. That goes with your bad self-image. You do need to get help. If you are a minor, your parents can FORCE you to get help if you lose a lot of weight and get sick. You don't want that. Trust me....ALL teenagers have depression. Even when I was in HS 20+ years ago. You have to talk to someone and not let it suck you down. You are not different from everyone else.
2007-03-27 09:09:53 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Something certainly isn't right, and you know it or you wouldn't be asking the question. But it's not you these feelings aren't you, that's probably why you are intepreting them as not being a real person. They are likely to be as a result of a chemical imbalance in your brain. You need to see a doctor who specilises in that type of condition. It can be managed, you can feel better, go and get some help.
2007-03-27 09:08:55 · answer #3 · answered by gerrifriend 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You're depressed. See a therapist to help you get back in control of your life. Billions of people have the same experience, so don't stress. Just act and take care of yourself.
2007-03-27 09:08:54 · answer #4 · answered by beez 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋